I have always had fear of what may happen I happened to be at a place and setting where I got to drink a small amount As it wasn't easy to obtain a mixture i threw most up maybe to begin with but was super astounded by the effects of a Small amount of what is considered ayahuasca i don't have fear now and aCtually am more enthusiastic about that style more now

Edit : update last time was a minimal feeling that was pleasant did the same thing again used double times from previously mentioned i get it now am now done I think for a while while I learned alot this was a main source and am grateful again for resource to learn none would not have been possible without i want to just focus on my daily life for a while and get better at a lot of other things and make improvements in myself thank u again there was snakes and colors and light and darkness

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