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Xagan
#1 Posted : 9/12/2020 5:12:07 PM

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Hi everyone,

I have suffered with sex addiction for a good few years now - these days my compulsive acts tend to centre around last minute arrangements to visit sex workers/escorts. I’m always most at-risk at the end of my working week when I have free time on my hands - that’s why you’ll see a lot of my comments referring to my behaviour at the end of my week at work, which are mainly to keep a log and to act as a source of motivation after hopefully building up some momentum of positive behaviour. I thought it would be good to post it on here to add a level of accountability to my actions.

Anyone can feel free to post on here if you wish to discuss or log your own compulsive and addictive tendencies related to sex or love. Please use this space to help try to facilitate healing and to share your stories!

Much love to everyone.




End of Working Week one
First evening: abstinent
 

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Xagan
#2 Posted : 9/13/2020 10:42:52 AM

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PedroSanchez
#3 Posted : 9/13/2020 1:53:24 PM

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care to share more details?
i get the idea from the title, but only an idea.

good luck
 
Xagan
#4 Posted : 9/21/2020 6:00:59 PM

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PedroSanchez wrote:
care to share more details?
i get the idea from the title, but only an idea.

good luck


Yes no problem at all! I have edited my original post with more information - hopefully this thread can facilitate some healing for people in need. Thank you friend
 
Xagan
#5 Posted : 9/21/2020 6:03:03 PM

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Xagan
#6 Posted : 9/21/2020 6:04:15 PM

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End of Working Week two
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Xagan
#7 Posted : 9/22/2020 6:37:33 PM

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Week one: complete

This week has been difficult. Technically, I have been abstinent but it's been far from perfect. I've spent a lot of time looking at escort profiles online and even initiating contact, which is all a part of the addictive process. I came way too close to caving in - at one point if it wasn't for the battery on my phone running out, then I think I would have done it. But alas, another week has gone by and I haven't fully acted out in a negative way. This coming week is going to be very difficult because my libido is very high. Of course I will allow myself relief and to enjoy my sexual side, but I just need to try and ensure I don't overly indulge to unhealthy levels and to try to stick to my self-imposed guidelines.

Everyone please feel free to start logging/sharing your own compulsive tendencies to help bring about healing.
 
SynKyd
#8 Posted : 9/23/2020 4:07:15 AM

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Addiction is a tough topic for most, truly hope you get what you’re needing from this journal to overcome things.

Get to the root cause of your behavior, and deal with it would be my advice.

Outpatient programs can be very effective, as can group therapy (Anon) in helping one understand the brain processes and triggers you have.

Just started my annual sober month actually, it helps keep things in perspective.........best of luck! Love
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