FrAcTALz wrote:So I probably did break through?
I never understood the quote "If you have to ask the question 'Did I break through?', then most likely you haven't." from reading here over the last couple years, but last year I started working with dmt on a fairly consistent basis and had many powerful & profound experiences (the realm that I end up in is well beyond any mandalic geometric shapes or designs, there's no fully qualified description to the realm I go).
Then nearing the start of this year I had vaporized a slightly smaller than usual amount in my sherlock vapor genie (glass), thinking it was going to be somewhat of a lesser experience because I'd always equated dosage amount with the intensity of the experience. I learned very quickly that things aren't that cut n dry when it comes to how profound the experience can be and how impossibly deep it can take you.
This particular experience blew to pieces all previous experiences I'd had prior. It's incredibly hilarious to me when I sit here and think about it.
This type of experience leaves absolutely zero doubt about what is happening, it leaves absolutely no question in your mind..
Just when I thought that I'd 'broken through' with many of the past experiences I was quickly and effortlessly shown that I had no idea what the fuck I was talking about
regarding these experiences..
and that the depth of this stuff is massively beyond my ability to conceptualize or frame into a question like "Was this it? Did I do it?, because I was shown that:
"Friend... there is no bottom to this place, there is no final resting place or final frontier or goal. 'How much are you willing to stand to see?' is the real question".
Now I understand what many of the members in those threads had meant by that statement..