(mind)Set: Ehh?
(physical condition) Set: Fat
Setting (location): Home
time of day: 9AM to 6pm
recent drug use: (magic mushrooms 3 days ago. pharma today. + month long T break from pot)
last meal: corn has 12 hours ago
Gender: m
body weight: (275 LB)
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): Keif, 70mg free base dmt, 220mg of harm
Method of administration: (capsules)
Duration: (3 hours)
First effects: 3hours 45mins
Peak: 4 hours
Pleasantness: (2)
Unplesantness: (1)
Visual Intensity: (1)
REPORT
I Took my pharma today and after a hour and a half i purged.nothing happened, waited 2more hours still nothing. I was feeling sad that it dident work again so I decided to break a month long tolerance break with kief. Fucking blast off out of nowhere.
The images were all indistinct, light impressions of images VERY FAR AWAY, the colors all dull and worn out like a sun faded art work. But my mind over, and over, and over would do 1 of 3 things.
1. IT WAS TO BRIGHT I could not clearly see the images i was 100% positive I was literal inchs away from achieving my lifes dream but I was still a inch from it. So its to bright! thats why the images were hard to see so i was sitting in a dark bathroom, but the light coming from the door cracks was to much so I put a towel around my head STILL TO BRIGHT! Wrap a pear of pants around my head, a blanket. 4 layers between my face light and it was still to bright.
2. I kept coming to a giant wall of blotter paper with images of the drama masks smiling and crying in that damn ugly faded color.
3. I was not ready or expecting to out of nowhere get hit like this my first real CEV trip I kept thinking how it was like if a person had been walking down a street and a ghost just creeped up and popped a few hits of lsd into his mouth and he just loses his shit
I will say it did kinda bother me that I had no control like seeing this thing inside my head and not being able to turn it off