So swim finally had a really intense experience last night laying in bed. Not sure if it was technique or the set setting being just right but did about 45 mg smoking out of a bowl. Swim Was able to get 4 hits before loosing control of his arms. The only way possible to describe where he was is a house mirrors inside a kaleidoscope. There was a loud ringing in the ears and for a split second as the kaleidoscope was turning a figure with a very serious face almost like a security guard watching swim enter or maybe a gate keeper ? Anyway swim was in this kaleidoscope and was split in two and connected to himself at the same time and had a sense that this meant something and was in some way being shown the two sides of himself and how they connect ? At one point it became a little to much and swim opened his eyes which was a mistake because it kind of ruind the experience and made him a little more nervous because his body looked bent and contorted as if actually in a kaleidoscope and being broken apart. Swim can't say that he was scared but the experience was overwhelming and there isn't a proper word to describe the feeling. There was a point where swim could feel the area where he was he felt a cold breeze even though there was none in the room, he felt like something was attempting to show him something but had no idea what, he felt like he could see everything with his eyes closed, it was amazing and he spent about an hour trying to explain it to the person he was with who just could not understand because they had never been there. Swim doesn't know if this was a "breakthrough" because there was no traveling through the kaleidoscope into anything else but swim was definitely in a different place for a short period of time. After it was all over hours were spent trying to figure out what just happened and swim could only come to the conclusion that he was being shown himself as a child and as an adult through the lens of kaleidoscope and trying to come to terms with how those two sides of himself meet to make him the person he is which is something that while he may not have had on his mind he definitely understands where it's coming from. Swim hopes this all makes sense it's not easy to explain....

What color was the stuff you put in the bowl? Sounds like a good experience besides the overwhelming parts.

That's interesting about the house of mirrors - I've been there too! For me it was mostly made out of shapes colored aqua light blue and other blue shades I think.

Splitting in to two is awsome. One time on aya i split into 15 and traveled 15 diffrent dimensions at the same time. Good times

That sounds like a pretty awsome experience. Good post