AcidShard wrote:Welcome to the Nexus,
It is definitely a special place, tons of information and knowledgable people.
I hope you find what you are looking for here.
I'm curious to know what kind of experiences you have had with entheogens.
I think the spice gives a person more questions than answers,
But I hope you find what you're after.
Good to meet you.
Well I started off young with mushrooms, and did acid a few times back in the day. It was a weak dose of mushrooms, but i had a good time. I did acid a few times too, back then i just did it to get "high". I had alot of misconceptions about it (its bad for you stuck in your spine etc)
I also did DMT before and stopped, i didnt understand it i was young and dumb, and didnt appreciate the spice. Now it had great power over me i saw extreme visions. I saw my friend turn into the Grim Reaper, and I saw myself melting into a mirror. Now i was not afraid during this.
After that i stopped for a long time, and recently the ethnogenic fires have lit in my heart. I have been taking many doses of Mushrooms lately, around once a week. (im on a small break though)
Had my strongest trip when i combined syrian rue with some 4 aco DMT. .25mg. I lost my sense of self and felt i was pure energy I felt okay even if I had died that night which scared me. I value my life over near anything. I stared into a glass of water for so long and had pondered life, i felt i could see the begennings of the human race in my mind. The trip lasted near 12 hours, and was a horrible experience of nausea. The ondansetron i had taken to prevent the nausea just stopped me from purging and made it worse. That was the first time i had powerful audio hallucinisations, similar sounds to what they play to help you astral project in some videos. I pretty much forgot who I was.
Ive attempted to look into my own mind on mushrooms with varying levels of success, but I need more practice with my meditation techniques. Every time i take mushrooms I go through a period where i realize the ticking clock and how humans are stuck mortal and doomed to die a very depressing thought to me.
Ive tried to have meaningful experiences on salvia but i always lose complete train of thought of where i even am and never accomplish much anything, I have become very disillusioned with salvia.
Now i am preparing spice for a powerful journey soon, although i am struggling at perfecting my technique. having numerous setbacks, gonna post a thread
I know Spice has def given me the strongest visions out of any ethnogen and am excited to try it again soon after almost 8-9 years.