The LD50 for DMT is pretty substantial. Not impossible to ingest, but near impossible to inhale vapors. If the term is used loosely, then you might be able to call it an overdose.

This is mostly speculation, but I believe that DMT blackouts and memory loss have the same causality as other traumatic experiences such as rape or abuse. It's a state that is so difficult to endure that our brains simply don't process the information. It may be stored somewhere but for the most part it is ignored.

Just for the record I was talking about things "in general". As far as specifically dealing with dmt I imagine it's the same general concept but you know how they throw in tolerance/reverse tolerance random things, someone else could tell you better than I can. I'm still fresh out of the gate on dmt. I could easily see how the intimidating aspects never go away you just get better at knowing what to possibly expect. But yeah I'm a rookie so don't go doing anything on my accord.

Hello friends,
I remember sharp fractals, some kind of classroom, and an entity that was aggressive.

Another early result of my new navigator (my total self?) was remembering the going-to-class format. This came after my usual out-of-body separation process, releasing to such guidance, and without much movement finding myself among a crowd of gray forms. "Crowd" means so many they seemed to fade into the distance. All were focused in one direction, and none seemed to notice my arrival—except one, brighter than the others. It approached me and stopped.

It opened—with words! In my consciousness. (Glad you’re back, Bob. You've missed quite a few sessions.)
I flickered. (Well, uh, I've been busy.)
The form focused. (You’re different. You haven't been on drugs or alcohol, have you?)
I opened wide. (I've lost a lot of rote, or I can't pull it out. Where am I?) The form rolled. (I guess you have! You're back at sleeper's class.)

I turned inward, and the percept came out bright and clear. Sleeper's classes -- attended by countless humans during a portion of their deep sleep, during the sleeping out-of-body period. The only limitation was that such sleep could not be distorted by chemicals, it had to be natural. How many times I had been here long before I knew it, before I knew anything about OOBEs and the like! I just didn't remember when I woke up, like everyone else. If anything leaked through, it was attributed to a dream, inspiration, idea, or imagination.

And I knew my instructor. (Hi, Bill.)
Bill rolled. (Took you long enough. Want me to plug you in?)
I flickered. (Well, I don't know. You see, I think I am different. I'm not asleep.)
Bill blanked slightly, then lighted. (Oh, you're one of those. How did
that happen?)

I plied. (I don't know. It just did.)
Bill turned inward, then opened. (That means you don't belong here anymore. Too bad. You were one of my star pupils.)
I flickered. (You’re sure about that? About my not belonging?)
Bill smoothed. (I've had them before. It doesn’t work out. Your type gets impatient, bored. The biz kids, the OOB-ers, busy, busy, busy.)

I'm reading the book "Far Journeys" written by Robert Monroe (1987). For those of you that don't know him, he experimented a lot with willful OBEs or if you want "Astral Projection". It's funny because he claims in his book, that all people have unconscious OBEs and are taught in a classroom:



Maybe, it has nothing to do with your experience, but it was the first thing that came to my mind, was the teacher the aggressive entity or something else? I have to say I have zero practical knowledge with the drug. But since some time now, I'm on a great quest to find the truth of our existence and therefore also interested in psychedelics.

The LD50 for DMT is pretty substantial. Not impossible to ingest, but near impossible to inhale vapors. If the term is used loosely, then you might be able to call it an overdose.

This is mostly speculation, but I believe that DMT blackouts and memory loss have the same causality as other traumatic experiences such as rape or abuse. It's a state that is so difficult to endure that our brains simply don't process the information. It may be stored somewhere but for the most part it is ignored.

The LD50 for DMT is pretty substantial. Not impossible to ingest, but near impossible to inhale vapors. If the term is used loosely, then you might be able to call it an overdose.

This is mostly speculation, but I believe that DMT blackouts and memory loss have the same causality as other traumatic experiences such as rape or abuse. It's a state that is so difficult to endure that our brains simply don't process the information. It may be stored somewhere but for the most part it is ignored.

I find that the more I prepare for it, the more likely I am to experience fear and anxiety. For me, it's more about letting go. If I can fully submit to the experience and not try to hang on, I can have a fully blissful experience whereas if I try to control it, the experience becomes nightmarish.

I should have been more specific. By preparation I meant: meditation for the mind, a healthy diet for the body, and sexual abstinence for the soul; all of which, stabilize our energies and therefore, alleviate our anxieties. Then you will have let go before you've even gone.

I had a pretty good idea what you meant and no, this does not work for me. I just have to submit to the experience. It's hard to describe really. Meditation can calm me down, but the second I reach for the pipe, it's all for not. I usually have to take a couple small hits to get into the mind state where I can let go.

I was totally GONE for what I guess was 3-5 minutes. When I started to come back, I began to realize that I was myself, and I lived on earth.

I had the exact same experience. I did just 35mg, I only remember feeling of sucking out of this existence and squeezing back to my body again. Absolutely nothing in between. I had blackout for ~10 minutes. After coming back the visuals continued for nearly 20 minutes, that was the longest trip I've ever had.

I think it takes several breakthroughs for inexperienced consciousness to learn how to properly operate and remember things in hyperspace.

P.S. first thing I did even before ordering mhrb was buying the mg scale Lots of product gets wasted without proper scaling. Good you already bought one.