Hi peeps,
Over the past month I've tried 5g and a 6g dose of dried Psilocybe subaeruginosa and have been experiencing some weird things while on them and the following day.
While on them: When I start peaking 1-2 hours following ingestion I find I cannot focus my eyes at all. This makes it very hard to see and navigate. When I de-focus my eyes I can suddenly see very clearly, though I am looking at my entire field of view and can't focus in on any objects.
I feel like I'm seeing from within my brain, not through the eyes. This doesn't happen to me on Ayahuasca...
The following day: I have an unsettling lack of motor control of my lips and in my wrists. I can't drink water properly or eat food because my lips just wont respond. When I was making porridge, I couldn't even hold the wooden spoon in either hand to stir the damned thing! This effect goes away completely the next day.
Starting to think the Mushrooms are reconfiguring my nervous system in some strange way. This is putting me off mushrooms.
Has anyone experienced this?
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