So as a few of you who were on chat last night may know last night I decided today was going to be the day I took my the last of my MDMA, and then later decided to take it with the last of my shrooms I thought I only had 80MG of MDMA, and like .5G of shrooms so I wasn't expecting much. To my surprise when I weighed my stash I had 100MG MDMA and 1G of shrooms great I thought even better! This was turning out to be a good day.
Setting: My house/Downtown/Going for a walk/and relaxing in some nature with my g/f
Mind set: Prior weeks I had been going through some issues but I was finally feeling as if it was a good day to have a decent trip, had been taking small doses of DMT throughout the few weeks just to get some minor visuals and the euphoriaand to prepare for a semi bigger trip so was prepared for this.
I hadn't eaten anything in about 12 hours and was getting pretty hungry and from past experience eating 10-30 mins after downing drugs usually makes them kick in faster. And gives me enough time typically to gauge any possible nausea and prepare for it. Plan was as follows:
My gf stayed sober basically my trip sitter, and we decided since I was hungry and so was I we would go out and get food
she wanted burger king, I wanted subway. I took my 100MG of MDMA, and .60G of the shrooms I knew both doses were already low dose but I wanted to make sure I wouldn't get to messed up while in public. We got to BK within 10 Mins and I was already starting to feel a bit of a come up as the MDMA was pure molly powder not a pill, and I ground up the shrooms basically to powder. It was like waves of anxiety and then waves of calmness, sort of like the effects of the drugs were fighting but then synergizing sometimes when the waves calmed. My g/f needed to cash her check as well, so we stopped at the walmart (same parking lot as BK) and inside the store to the service desk as a fairly long line, which is always annoying at walmart as they have so many registers and workers but only like 3 people actually working a register. With all the people around me I was starting to get very anxious finally they opened 2 lines to allow faster service, good thing I was coming up faster than expected its now about T+25or30 Mins and were out the door, FINALLY I THINK wave of anxiety ends and I start feeling instantly better when out of the store parking lot.
Stopped at subway on the way home to get my sub and feel it coming up faster and stronger now, colors are enhancing a lot and I'm still feeling waves of euphoria, no more anxiety. I stop in the bathroom on the way out to see my pupils in the mirror, getting large, knowing at this point feelings aren't placebo for sure. T+45 and my g/f and I are home, I down my other .4G of shrooms. And eat like 2 inches of my 12 inch sub. Didn't want to over do it, as I had extra extra pickles on the sub so didn't want to much acid in my stomach but figured the pickles would assist even further in breaking down the items if they weren't already.
T+55 now and I get this urge to lay on the floor with a fan and my g/f to cuddle for a bit.
T+65 G/f and I decide to go for a walk downtown, my g/f suggests stopping at the local goodwill as sometimes its fairly fun, and someone here recently suggested to check a goodwill for a pressure cooking as a good alternative to a new one for like 100-200$ for a new one as soon as we walk in it's really hot inside, and my g/f verbally points this out and I get this thought of how terrible it must be for humans to spend all day inside without good air filtration/AC. Thinking back to when I worked at walmart as a truck un-loader, and the truck would always be SOOOOOO HOT IN THE SUMMER well over 100 degrees. I' thinking all the gases building up and heating in the building must be at least part of the reason we always feel so sick, or toxic as humans at least I do sometimes. we leave withing 10 Mins, as I'm getting anxious again and really sweating due to heat.
We started talking about this perfect little spot where there's a path that leads under a bridge this particular bridge is beautiful at this point of the day, not only is there this beautiful Painting all across the wall and ground of the bridge bottom with like nature scenes (Trees, grass, mushrooms, animals) perfect for a trip. We sit down around T+85 and watch the sun slowly setting on the water with all the blooming trees, and flowers onlooking the water side. We sit still talk about a curious thought I had,"What if humans grew up in a perfect setting, no mental or physical harm/scarring would we be stronger? Live longer? Like lets say every time we get bullied as a kid or get a scraped knee, this could interfere with our growth (mental and physical) almost like how when a tree gets damaged like a branch cut off it stops a lot of new growth to heal its scarring, so I was really curious if humans would be stronger, better, faster, without the bad stuff and stress. I felt really connected to my g/f, and the nature around us, and so introspective. T+125 we decide to walk more.
We go a little bit more downtown just talking about drug experiences/life as shes curious about my trip experiences as she doesn't mind me tripping but rarely partakes herself. T+135 we get home. We start to watch south park after some more talking.
It was the most recent Halloween episode where Stan's dad buys the old block buster and thinks people will start renting DVDs rather than streaming on their ipads/iphones. He goes crazy like in the movie "The Shining" and its a great watch at least while I was tripping/coming down. All pure euphoria. Watching this makes me want to watch "The Shining". Its now 8PM, and T+160 when we start the movie, I was glad I was coming down by the time the violence started though I forgot just how fucked up and emotionally charged some scenes of the movie can be, and Jack Nicholson never lets down on the Angry Emotional Yelling, Great actor.
I was back to baseline about, T+220or240 or so, and by 10:30-11:00PM were thinking of going to the gym, we have a little "adult fun first, decide on a quick shower after that. I take 130 MG of caffeine in a water bottle prior to shower so its ready in my system for the gym, I try to avoid sugar and energy drinks now a days as I changed my diet a month ago to better my body. By 11:40PM were in the gym and after not going for 3 days we proceed to have one of the best work outs we've had since we started going about a month ago. I must of burnt well over 1k worth of calories (at least as per the machines read). Were now sitting home watching "Zach and Miriam make a porno", as we saw it on TV at the gym and my g/f was interested and thought it looked good, I agreed to watch it again and we're having a great time. I have an afterglow and feel like life is great and I feel like over the weekend I will be ready for a breakthrough DMT dose, I have been anxious about it all month due to being so stressed but I feel prepared now, due to this experience! Thank you for reading everyone! Hope you enjoyed.
Understand: Nature knows no EVIL, Nature knows no GOOD, people know these things, because we perceive these things, with the gift of senses given to us at birth. A good or bad experience is simply a bridge to a another existential time frame, so always live in the moment and make every one a positive moment!
Any and all posts or interactions are to be held as my fictional writings/short stories or dreams. I may even have some delirium setting in, I've never been tested for it. The only exception to this is the statement about nature above, I feel this is a fact!