psychonaut42 wrote:Yesterday i did 90mg in on sitting, took me three great hits, sort of like Terence McKenna once stated.
I packed in "sandwich" style with some trees, in my new steamroller. I was very careful to cover all the yellow crystals and not let the lighter hit them. It turned out to work best when I milked the steamroller for a little then took a huge hit. By the second toke I was gone. My entire world flipped on me and swept me off my feet. Closing my eyes left me in a completely 100% new keildascope of geometric shapes and past expereiences along with what seemed to be future ones. It was all deja-vu. I saw myself hitting it for the first time in that garage almost 2 years ago, and then i saw myself in medschool 6 years from now.
CRAZY STUFF.
on erowid it claims that a strong dose is 50mg. (.05g) but i tried that a few weeks before last night and i didn't break through.
90 did the trick.
The colors, sights, music, everything, was so damn clear. so damn perfect. every inch was exactly how it should be.
Coming out of it, i kept looking at the container i keep the rest of this so called drug in....telling myself that I have a power. this is no drug. this is some real serious power that can be used for good.
At the height, i knew it all. i was all. all was me. i really felt like i was spinning the universe in my hands, i was in charge.
Bliss
Wow, thank you for sharing..
I have a few questions though,
Have you ever in your life planned on attending med school or anything in that career field?
and when you had your eyes shut, and you saw all of these things; was the sight of them just as clear as something may be if your eyes had been opened?
Peace and love.
"I'll tell you what hermits realize. If you go off into a far, far forest and get very quiet, you'll come to understand that you're connected with everything."
― Alan Watts
“As long as you have certain desires about how it ought to be you can't see how it is.”
― Ram Dass
“Everything changes once we identify with being the witness to the story, instead of the actor in it.”
― Ram Dass