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rainbow-dragon
#1 Posted : 3/26/2012 11:53:47 AM
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All I can say is WOW and that I have a lot of respect for anyone who can even try to put this kind of experience into words. I'm sorry if my attempt is poor, I was prepared to talk about and write down what happened after the trip but I didn't have any words, all I could say was whooaa, amazing!

Set & setting: I've been very keen to try this for a long time and it finally found me, I did a tonne of research prior and did my best to make sure the set and setting were perfect. I meditated for about 45 minutes in separate sessions that day, and had been doing 10 minutes daily meditation for about a month. Setting was my friends backyard during the daytime which overlooks bushland and is quite scenic.

1st attempt: I started out with a small amount, about half a cone of changa, I'm not certain of the strength but we were given what was enough for 2, so I started with a quarter of that. I've had prior experience with very strong high-dose acid. I was a little bit apprehensive before I hit it but I hugged my friend and hoped for the best. The initial come up was intense in terms of speed but gentle at the same time. As I looked around I saw things grow a little and the colour intensify, but it wasn't too much to handle. I closed my eyes and saw living geometry in red and orange, not too clear but it was nice. I was shortly brought back gently to baseline feeling very peaceful.

2nd attempt: I decided I was ready to up the dose so I waited an hour and packed another cone, this time to the brim. I also brought a shirt to use to cover my eyes so I could see the visions more clearly. I got comfortable and started punching the cone, I took as much as I could in, held it and as I blew out the fractals began, there was still a bit left so I took that in too whilst I was looking the conepiece was fractalising and I got a weird sensation like the bong in my hand felt funny, as did my mouth, didn't know whether I was holding the bong or inhaling or exhaling or what so I put it down slowly guided by my friend. I couldn't have had more if I wanted.

..... And then it began... I can't describe it but I guess I was thrown into hyperspace, unfortunately I can't remember it all, so many things were happening at once and so fast! I think my eyes were closed to begin with and I was flying through living geometry with increasing speed and intensity, throughout I remember trying to think but it sounded alien, I don't know if I was hearing alien thoughts or it was me trying but failing to comprehend what was happening and it came out sounding like that. It was like flying into a fractal maze and being born to fall again into it. My brain was going ?!??!!?!!

As it got more intense I remember opening my eyes and rolled the shirt over in my arms (I think I was trying to put it over my eyes but failed) it rolled down my arms, but it was rolling over and into itself (and so was I), I could feel this as well as see it. Then I looked at my hand outstretched on the ground, it was overlaid in colour/fractal and split into multiples then I rolled into it and it rolled into itself?/repeat. At this point I really lost my sense of what was happening and it was a little scary. Reality with my eyes open was being merged with hyperspace, like crossing dimensions, the impossible was happening. It's much of a blur now but it was extremely INTENSE! It's like I was being split and redistributed into the fabric/flow of hyperspace.

I was just gobsmacked when the semblance of reality began to return. I felt like I had been shown and was connected to the source. I started to remember where I was, the scenery was just beautiful and I focused on the pavement at my feet, it was of amazing geometry and changing color and shape with a life and vibrancy of its own. The comedown was great, I closed my eyes, still having closed eye visuals in bliss and awe as the suns rays fell, it felt like a warm blanket of light energy. I tried putting the shirt over my eyes, but it was better without it. Felt very peaceful after the whole thing. It's hard to know what to make of it.

That certainly quenched my curiosity for this drug, I'm definitely open to try it again but certainly in no hurry at all. I didn't encounter any entities but the experience was both intense and profound beyond imagination.
 

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anrchy
#2 Posted : 3/29/2012 3:16:13 AM

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Sounds like a good experience for sure man. I'm pretty sure it's difficult to explain for everyone so don't worry cause that totally normal for this tool to effect you in tht way. Good times
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rainbow-dragon
#3 Posted : 3/29/2012 7:32:13 AM
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Cheers anrchy, completely agree! I think this emoticon sums up my reaction nicely --> Shocked
 
anrchy
#4 Posted : 3/29/2012 10:27:22 AM

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Ya I agree. Haha that's the look on my face after my breakthrough. Except add a huge smile and constant laughter.
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