Travelers.. I am glad to share that lately through frequent jungle spice use I have conquered and taken control of my mind and spirit. I feel like i have been asleep my entire life and now i am awakening to my true power and potential. I am focused, fine-tuned, and ready to dive deeper. I have only experimented with jungle. I have ordered chaliponga, acacia confusa,
and I intend on finding some phalaris to try out as well.

I do all my own extractions with no help other than the nexus. My love for the spice and the help of the nexus turned me from ignorant cannabis user to enlightend organic chemist / artist with a higher appreciation for everything.

Sometimes I wish I had friends to get spicy with. Most friends think spice is crazy so I keep it very private.

Everyday the bond between me and the jungle gets stronger. I like the spice and the spice loves to commune with my body and brain.

I hope to try new forms of spice soon and travel further!

This is great to hear. I can relate to a lot of what you are saying. The spice is a very personal thing. It may seem crazy to some, to others it seems like a necessity. There are a lot of strange politics involved in the process of integrating psychedelics into the present moment of ones life. You will learn and get better at it as you go. The only rules are the ones bound by Nature.

Consider taking a break to avoid dependency, and for a few more reasons. We already trip half our lives if only we remember our dreams. What will you do with your true power? I wouldnt worry about Phalaris grass - its a lost cause - might as well get a toad. What do you use to extract? What method? Got any art to show? What is life about?

Its funny you say the spice loves - I had a HGA trip where 2 natives put a message into a tree via the bark they took off and returned. The spice reveals an energy, the life partially experiences this - and the inanimate world seems to dance a sentient resonance. maybe they're {the inanimate} just ignoring us and the energy flowing through them, or maybe, just maybe they're tiny little gnomes flowing like electricity.

Enki Nemo, your post makes no sense and to be honest I find your condescending attitude offensive and it's no wonder why you haven't been promoted yet.

Saying the worlds largest supply of DMT is a lost cause is pure ignorance. I urge you to look further into the research that has been conducted into this by the Nexus.

DMT is not a drug that people get dependent on. It is clear to me you didn't even really comprehend and get a feel for what this gentleman was saying in his post.

Thanks for the responses. To answer the questions,
1.) true power- the power to grow, learn, incorporate knowledge, change the world for the better.
2.) MHRB via shaggy's updated tek. Minus the acetone wash, dont like the acetone vibe..
3.) i dont have any art as the spice has just recently revealed to me that im artist.
I will be purchasing canvases and supplies soon, i will definitely post pics after the spice and i spend some time with the canvases..
4.) i would say life is all about loving, growing, learning, sharing, experiencing and mastering one's self..

Lately when i blast off, i feel like i am the spice. I see myself through the spice's eye.
I have said to myself while enlightend, " i really like this kid, his spirit and body " as if i am the spice looking in..
I sometimes feel like a cool alien inhabits my body, takes control, enjoys itself, makes me wiser, then slowly leaves.
I have cut my spice use from daily to twice a week due to concerns from nexus members, and the fact that spice makes me alot more aggressive..
I enjoy reading others thoughts and comments. Thank you..

Maybe it isn't the spice making you more aggressive per-se, but the drug is allowing you to channel and process some underlying frustrations you have, bringing them to light so they can be meditated on and chiseled away at.

I wouldn't worry about over use of spice. It has it's own way of regulating how much you need. I would never dictate this by limiting myself personally. Going with the flow and following ones own intuition works just fine.

I wouldnt say the "aggressiveness" is due to any frustrations.
My mind is clear. I think its more of a happy madness that i get.
I start running around dancing around, i like moving through space, feeling alive.
A few friends may be concerned because of my daily use, but i dont see anything wrong with feeling more alive.
I like your attitude. I think i will not be so concerned with what others think and i'll just go with the flow..

Oh ok, I see what you mean now.

There is a tremendous amount of energy that can be utilized from the spice. What makes life interesting, IMHO, is consciously choosing what to do with and focus this energy on. Self expansion, creativity, health and exercise, fun, meditation, positivity, etc. are all wise options. This is one of the mechanisms about the spice that I see is truly tangible to this world.

Those definitely are all wise options which i plan to utilize the spice for in the future.
In the short term i plan on using the spice energy to get healthy and workout, get creative and start painting,
learn more and soak up new information, and expand consiously.

If you want to really be healthy I think your getting the energetic part down - ya know chix dig muscles too, that makes us happy -but when we get down to it nothing is needed to describe this energetic level (other than generally being healthy and following your bliss) not sexual desire, not drugs, travel -although this may be key to finding your bliss at least in one stage if not completely moving to the actual jungle if thats your bliss.

...and no, I do not truly consider DMT a drug, or any neurotransmitter, unless I admit that we are made in part -of drugs - and I have felt poetically that I am LSD, so I resonate with what you're saying.

I only want to remind you to be healthy you need Oxygen (of course good H2O every day) and alkalizing foods. Nothing you put in your lungs is helping with the O2, so I'd recommend expectorant herbs so you can barf out anything that you're caking to your lungs. Raw food aimed toward alkalizing and getting all of our amino acids while cutting down on sugar is the anti cancer diet. I drink carrot and beet juice every day personally - thats the most alkalizing thing to do. I have not been sick in years. I've also been doing pranayama and at times smoking a ton of weed. I'm pretty in tune with my own subtleties -like not doing pranayama with a stuffy nose, but getting to the point where I can do it soon if my nose is congested (which is rare). you know there's a good ecofriendly tek here for dmt snuff too, and it lasts longer. Maybe a bit of coka would numb the pain away, but pain could be a good thing.

No doubt I will be working toward a space where I can use the spice every day. In fact I already know where in South America. The time is not right yet -and involves careful planning and the dedication of getting a sustainable garden going. After that its no rent and as much aya as we can collect and propagate. This is in a high place with no less bugs, and the jungle would be about an hour hike. Electricity and satellite computer are a must for the ability to feel like you are still connected with resources and not alone in that others may be contacted who want to visit.

also...I wanted to mention to you about Yoshis - essentially self trance-forming machine elves, shadows, "alies". In an entry of a book "shamans through time" these are pieced together for healing songs. I find the stuff to be what dreams are made of. I wrote about them here: https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=15355

to me, art is the merging of opposites - union (yoga/samadhi) as C. Jung would say individuation. From that place of union or harmonic unison always present, I believe art is perspective and therefore all is art, and everyone is an artist. this indeed can be expanded. ontology being the most important song on that note. haterz gonna hate, i dont know why that other member chimed in between our lil exchange and not just to you, haterz gonna hate. Grow strong bonzai burger - 4 You're right on about what lifes about - now let me tell you what k. Vonnegut says:
" life is about farting around and don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. "
this too shall pass (said the yoshi)
i really like this kid (the next yoshi said as it floated by also)

there are 2 meditations Dyana and Dharana as there are two magical operations "solvet coagula". I believe the Yoshis flowring through the mind as a river to be Dyana, negative expanse whereas focusing on one thing -- such as a yoshi or even something that you can find that is not a yoshi - to be Dharana.

I must say though - all of the things you mention you can achieve without spice, so you are in fact risking the formation of an escapist dependency, which may inflame the defensive egos of those who are not ready to look at that introspective limb of yoga - but you, burger, are ready for anything that involves individuating toward the true self. I'd recommend getting a Jungian "word association test" done by a counselor/therapist in order to speed this process by revealing blockage that you actually are suppressing or having trouble with in some way. You can be told what it is, but only you must be ready to get through it if something comes up. You seem to be ready for anything.