*Fiction*
Well to start this was my around 8-10th time smoking Deems. I actually had some highquality product which i was very proud of. I have taken large doses before but I just don't think I was truly ready until this time. I think the drug almost chooses for you when you are ready. I was doing this in my room alone our of my eclipse vape attachment to my water pipe i packed a .08 hit in there with a little residue that was not finished from my previous hit.

I've always read about DMT hyperspace and experienced entities and new places in previous trips where i was close to breaking through and may even have broke through i just dont consider it a true breakthrough till you forget you inhaled DMT and don't know whats going on anymore.

Well i got every last bit in that one hit. Immediatly stood up to lie on my bed where i prefer to kind of dose off you know. Shortly i was in the DMT hyperspace a tunnel of kaleidoscopic patterns that has always lasted extremely short for me and have not had enough time to analyze the tunnel itself which i look forward to. It abruptly drops me off somewhere everytime. This time i was in a whole new place, everything was so brightly lit it was almost too bright for comfort. Everything was shifting chaotically. People were coming and disappearing in blinks of an eye. These people were all humanoid but not exactly humans. Patterns were everywhere and everything was changing colors. Pieces of furniture, tables, light fixtures, all appearing disappearing instantly. There was no sky, no foliage, anywhere. I kept looking around this strange place seeing people come and go and objects come and go patterns come and go. Just plain chaos. I kept thinking to myself that I'm never going to get out of this. It seemed to last hours and it seemed like I had been there my entire life in this void of crazy chaos. I thought back on what i thought was my life here on planet earth. It seemed so far away to the point where i thought my real life was a dream and that I Just woke up to the real world which was actually this chaotic void of patterns colors energy and just crazy. To the point where these words do not give it any justice whatsoever and I will never be able to put in words, writing, or art the things that were happening.

In retrospect looking back i do believe i have blasted off before and have some interesting reports on those, but this was the first time I have ever blasted off and thought I was never coming back to earth, my earthlife was not a reality in this scenario. Just a dream. It blew my mind the whole time during this experience and I was okay with it. A little upset until it finally wore off enough for me to realize Earth does exist. haha. Then I was so happy. This was a very enjoyable experience. Even the freaking out about if my life had been just a dream or not wasn't too bad, i wanted it to exist and it was relieving when it came back, but I was willing to accept that my life didn't exist, which i believe made the experience way better than it could have been.

Fiction? As in you made it up? Or you are just trying to cover your ass incase somebody is watching.. I'm wondering about your dosage. You say a .08 dose, would that be 80mg? I'm just wondering because I can't even remember to put the pipe down after around 35+mg let alone stand up..

C_S

Good post man, you should read mine, titled first breakthrough! I think.... I had the same exact feeling. Not even so much a feeling, I was absolutely convinced that this life here and now was a dream, and that I had awoken from it. Then went much further.

yes it was a .08 dose... which is 80 milligrams or .08 of a gram. it is much easier to get it all in one large pull out of a water pipe with the vape attachment i was talking about. And as soon as i clear it i stand up and am in bed less than 1 second afterwards. I always make a countdown or moreso a count up from the point i hit my bed i haven't gotten past 4 yet.

i attempted a 150 milligram dose the other day but my technique was not down with my new piece(Thank God because i do not think i was ready for that now) and i assume i only got around 60-70 milligrams that time. Granted all my doses are above 50 milligrams and send me somewhere else. This was the first time I really forgot who or what i was and accomplished getting the entire dose in one hit. The others i still knew i was under the effects of the deems.

That is very interesting Pistols i will go read your post, and yeah i'm still not so sure how i felt about that feeling haha. It was something else thats for damn sure. Reminded me much like what salvia did too me when i did a huge rip of some 60x potency extract out of my water pipe. Much more enjoyable though for damn sure. Salvia is EVIL!!

it true the spice builds u up to where it wants you to be and only then do u brakethrough mine was last night were i had to eye a dose out and went to eye about 150mgs litteraly a full layer of spice covering the mj and i blasted off so hard i was shot into the sprit world or 4th dimension and it felt like i was there for ever i forgot every min of 23years of body life and relized i was in the space were sprits are reborn and that i had been in the same place HUNDREDS OF TIMES!! i was litteraly reborn into my own body not knowing what day or time it was where i was or anything i dont think i knew my own name for a min it was so beautiful and glorious when i relized what had happend i started hysterically crying with joy/sadness that i had been back to my home but i wasnt there to stay ( i went to bed woke up and ordered a 0.001 scale hahaa)

LMAO! about the .001 scale thats funny. interesting you say that you felt you had been there hundreds of times. That is exactly how I felt, It has bothered me every day since I took it. After about 3 days i came to some very eerie conclusions. Even now I'm still seriously accepting the possibility that I have in fact been there as I feel hundreds of times. I feel like we as "souls" project ourselves into these vessels (humans on earth in this instance) to escape the stress and overwhelming place I was at. It is almost as if all the answers were given to me and it was driving me crazy. I could definetly see myself going crazy if i was stuck there for even longer durations.

Now that I have thought more about it since it has been several days it has definetly made me appreciate the peacefulness of this Earth compared to that place. The simpleness compared to that place. No matter how insignificant our lives here on this planet are I am glad to take part in it because I have now seen how crazy things may really be outside of this box that contains our universe. In the last week I have opened up more to my peers and took more advantage of my opportunities because of this. As I said it has only been a week so I do not know if this will be lasting, but I feel as if it may. I will never forget what I have seen and the messages I have received from it.

I don't mind that i have seen and thought about accepting these messages and I'm glad I'm strong minded enough to handle them, but I have been thinking... ignorance is bliss.

As Coastal_Shaman mentioned this is hard to believe, I usually go for at least 50mg's and the only position I go from is hunched while smoking to flat out silly in whichever position my stupored body falls into, this is also why I prefer having a sitter so that he can hold the device for me while administering.

Best of luck.

i feel like this simple world isnt enough theres things going on there that you have to be there to understand concepts so far fetched your brain cant handle it things going on beyond our perception on souch infidet levles i know what u mean about going crazy if ur there to long because tawrds the end u feel like uv already been there for a time period thats unfathomable in human time and the feeling of being at the same place hundreds of times and thats right when i was being reborn to my own body like i was when i was a baby where i had no name no idea who what or where i was that to me was reincarnation like i died and was birthed 100 times before and as days go by the thoughts of basicly like mental solitary confinement that i feel every day here as opposed to the freedom and love i feel there if ignorance is bliss ill be aware and crazy lol

I'm really not concerned if you guys believe if i stand up to get on my bed or not the action literally takes as long as standing and falling onto my fluffy pillow top mattress, i definetly am not going to lie on my not so clean or comfortable floor and i'm not going to rip my bong on my bed and risk spilling bong water all over it if i can't put it down on the floor in time.

I know what I do, and I know how this experience went, if you want to mention any disbeliefs just keep them to yourself because how would you know? When I myself do know.

Edit: And I can agree with you mindatlarge at definetly believing there is bigger concepts and stranger things really going on than we could ever see or imagine without going through what we experienced. It has rocked me to my core no doubt.

as they say here its not something for everyone and i was pritty frazzled at the hole thing when i came back but i got over it in a nights rest. its something i cant just turn off in my head I MUST GO FURTHER!! haha

Oh yeah, thats not to say I'm not going to go further I have done it a couple times since then already. Both times much more enjoyable, but smaller doses. I am extremely curious now I am not ready to take it further yet i do not think, but soon. Each day its a little easier on me and i take even more meaning from it. I think by the time I have achieved almost all I can achieve with what i have been given to think about. I will be ready to go further.

I feel like I needed my world to come crashing down on me and shock me like this to motivate me to really start my life and stop messing around so much.

[/quote]i feel like this simple world isnt enough theres things going on there that you have to be there to understand concepts so far fetched your brain cant handle it things going on beyond our perception on souch infidet levles i know what u mean about going crazy if ur there to long because tawrds the end u feel like uv already been there for a time period thats unfathomable in human time and the feeling of being at the same place hundreds of times and thats right when i was being reborn to my own body like i was when i was a baby where i had no name no idea who what or where i was that to me was reincarnation like i died and was birthed 100 times before and as days go by the thoughts of basicly like mental solitary confinement that i feel every day here as opposed to the freedom and love i feel there if ignorance is bliss ill be aware and crazy lol [/quote]

Maybe add a period or 6, so this can be read?

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Sorry, had to figure out the quotes.

your brain should naturally make brakes in what your reading. why should i constrain my thoughts with periods. let your brain run free

Because presumably you're posting in order to communicate your thoughts to others, and punctuation actually makes this possible. Otherwise, it's all unreadable gibberish and won't be read by 99% of the people who come across it.

A spell check might help as well.

Some breaks would be helpful buddy to read clearer and to see. Got to remember we aren't all using my alienware with a 40 inch tv for the monitor. Some our read on smaller screens like even cell phones, so breaks naturally just help seeing where you last left off at.

But glad to hear to finally broke through. Always like a whole new world. A dream? Another dimension? The matrix? Or maybe inside your own consciousness? Whatever the case, glad to for you friend!

Thanks and Much love. One Love.