Hello all, I had the lovely opportunity to try DMT last night. I have experience with other hallucinogens, but I was well aware that nothing would compare to the magnitude of this journey I was about to take. I'm a pretty small girl, about 105 lbs 5 ft 2 and I've just turned 18... I like to think of myself as a pretty open-minded person and I felt that the time was right. Anyway....
A couple of my friends and I prepared a launchpad, put on the most fitting music we could find, and did the best we could to create the proper setting.
The crystals (orange-yellow in color) were loaded on top of a bowl (of what I do not know) in a typical tobacco pipe. It was passed around to a few people and was gone by the time it got back to me, so another one was loaded.... (Also I'll mention that the room was completely silent for their round but for me, not so much)
Lucky me getting the first go at an untouched bowl!!
I blew out a breath so I could inhale for the longest time possible and was directed to hold the flame on the crystals as long as I could bear. I began inhaling and inhaling and inhaling and finally stopped to hold in my breath for as long as possible. Instantly everything starts becoming extremely fractal-ed and I get the vibrations all around me and eye wiggles. Unfortunately, it was as if the whole world unleashed as soon as I took my dose (What a coincidence!)
. Everyone around me started talking really loudly and the last thing I remember was some girl knocking on the door trying to get in because she wasn't aware of the situation. (For some reason I knew this was going to happen) I was later told that one of my friends was trying to keep her out so she wouldn't interrupt my trip. I don't really remember much after I hit the pipe, I just remember laying back on the bed and felt like I fell asleep, not quite sure what happened until I "woke up"...
I felt like I was being welcomed to the world for the very first time and had complete understanding with everyone surrounding me, as if they were communicating to me "You've made it, now you know the secret of the universe".
I remember a gorgeous redhead girl sitting next to me... she looked like a goddess yet like a demon at the same time. Everyone around me looked like gods/demons at the same time yet I couldn't understand a word they were saying to each other, I couldn't hear a thing. I can't put into words how I interpreted the scene around me. It was so absolutely odd, complete chaos and insanity. It became overwhelming because all I could hear from people was "rabble rabble rabble", so I ran downstairs to find 15 people that weren't even there 5 minutes prior to my journey?? This was very confusing to say the least, so I went out on the porch to get some fresh air... I thought I was going insane but luckily my close friend was out there and calmed me down a lot. As I was out on the porch those people who had just arrived all ran out the door and disappeared....
I talked to another friend of mine and he told me those people were never there, that it was part of the hallucination.
When I started to come down more, I felt a flowing euphoria all around me, and I was connecting so deeply with all of my friends.
Despite the confusion and disorientation, I enjoyed my experience. Even though it didn't go as planned, (as if you can make it!) I think there was a reason for it. I know there will be more chances to journey, and hopefully in a smaller, more controlled setting.
