So i have been active in the psychedelic culture for quite some time but due to my location in the USA i been restricted in ways of getting certain modes of psychedelic experiences. I been trying to grab my hands on some ayahusca for quite some time (almost a year and a half). A couple months ago ( i would say late Sept.) i finally got my hands on some ayahusca. My friend brewed up some and gave me about a enough to fill a poland spring bottle. I didn't want my first time to be around other people for i have read in some places that when alone it has the most profound affects (I also know this from previous psychedelic experiences alone). Knowing this and wanting this i went home and thought about how i wanted to do this. mental note for you reading this i live in a heavily wooded area which is the outskirts of a city. I love being in the woods so i figured why not just do it there. I went to my backyard and started a fire. Once i got the fire going i started to prepare for my journey by doing a little bit of Yoga and some meditation to get my mind on the right path. I am a avid star gazer so i love experiencing things at night for i tend to find myself "Tripping' a little harder. The fire was raging i had my djembe ready to go and was playing around with it for a little bit. Once the sun started going down i drank the entire Poland spring bottle (my friend recommended to drink all of it from previous experience).
As the Ayahusca set in my stomach i could just tell you i dislike the taste very much. I tried my best not to cough or even think about the taste. I sat around and played drums on the djembe and relaxed tried to not think to much about the experience i was about to have. I would say about 30 mins or so i started to get hot and sweaty. My skin felt like it was on fire. I started to freak out a little bit but, then remembered that it was supposed to come on like that (i did a junk load of research before hand). About 45 mins i started to really feel sick as a dog. I knew that i was going to threw up so i brought a bucket earlier. I puked three times into the bucket. Each time feeling better and better on the inside. I would compare it to feeling like all the negative things inside of my body were being expelled through my vomit.
Once i finished Vomitting i could feel my eyes start to hurt (common with me while i am under psychedelics). i started to look around and the world seemed a bit more pretty. The moon was much brighter then before and the starts were huge. I started getting small patterns everywhere and slight depth distortions. Even though i was enjoying myself i felt like it could get more intense. I closed my eyes and started to allow my thought process to run wild. I was thinking about things that i never thought about before. The close eye visuals were truly amazing. I cannot even describe them in any way shape or form due to the nature and intensity of them. When i opened my eyes i could still see somewhat the closed eye visuals. I laid on my back and started to stare at the stars. Now, another mental note i live in NJ, the light pollution sucks out here. So we do not get many visible stars. So it is easy to remember the placement and look of the most common ones. Now you know thing i would have to tell you that the stars looked like never before. Especially one that caught my eye. It was glowing bright neon red and as i focused it began to swirl and get bigger. it took up most of the sky with the neon red and the swirling effect. As i stared harder with my mouth open i could see a rather faint image of something coming down. The image got bigger and bigger till the image no longer looked like a image but rather a creature. It levitated in front of me and started to speak to me in what seemed like a thousand different voices at once. My brain was telling me to be scared and to run but yet my soul and my heart told me this creature meant me no harm. I started to hear a clear voice inside of my head that was not of my own and it kind of freaked me out. As i started to think the voice assured me that this experience was not fake. that this experience was nothing but the truth and that i have been allowed to perceive one and to learn one lesson.
From this point on it gets a little personal and i rather not share due to the nature of the information that is completely interpersonal and for my eyes only. So i hope you enjoyed my trip and can't wait to her responses.