Hello world!
i just coming of a series of dmt trips i am having while using the machine.
The first 2 i am not gonna talk about, since it was just the patterns flowing visual state of mind that i had.
The 3rd time i added some more ( guess around 60mgs of dmt ) in the machine and started smoking smoking smoking.
Then all of a sudden i dont know anything, i have an electric tryptamin buzz flowing through my body, cant open my eyes because the vibrations are too intense. I close my eyes and i saw visions of core computer circuits melting. Probably lot of other geometric hallucinations but i forgot most of it. All of a sudden i get this hysterical laughter, i dont know whats so funny, but damn i was laughing
Its a shame i cant remember much else than this, but there was so much going on in my head, the only that i could remember were the melting core circuits of hyperspace ( anybody who understands what i mean ? )
I didnt see any aliens or entities, nor felt their presence, so i wonder... Was this a breakthrough or not?
Greetings from over here

Breakthrough is a rather ambiguous term- but a good indication is when it doesn't matter whether or not your eyes are opened or closed- you are completely transported into a totally different version of reality. Or so it seems. I really wouldn't worry too much about the semantics and words that go along with these experiences. I would just say smoke DMT until your heart is content.

Nice wording... it rings true. When you have a FULL and TRUE breakthrough there is no "abort" button. Eyes opened or closed you're there and you gotta ride this thing out. If the breakthrough hits you at an awkward moment, like in between anxiety and negativity, then try please try your hardest to calm yourself (I know that's better said than done, because we are talking about DMT here ). Try to make positives out of the negatives... some of these trips are too complex and difficult to grasp at first but take as much from them as you can.

yea its a pretty loose term in a lot of ways but IMO you'll know when "it" happens

no "abort" button..lol yes i love that.. this rocket stops for no one.. Houston! we have no problems...

Too true my friend! lol... You better know what you signed up for when you join this "space program" cause there's a really good chance you could get warped to a corner of the universe that shatters the notion of the word "normal"....

Happy travels fellow psychonauts

i understand all above
i just wonder because everybody talks about entities and lessons they learn.
For me it just seemed like a visual theater in both mind and body. And the fact that i couldnt walk straight for like 10mins after the peak
Well, i will be doing another testrun today, and let u guys know how it went.
What also is weird for me is: when i do shrooms or other psychedelics, i dont have the mindfuck anymore that comes with it.
The first times i had immensive headfuck but after many trips that started to fade, so i only get the visual part + some minor insights. Someone told me that the more u take it, the more it becomes reality for u, so less the brain has to adapt.
Maybe thats the same for me as dmt.
Well maybe i am wrong, we will see that later on