I had posted this in my Introduction page, but felt it necessary to post here for some good inquiry.

I would also like to mention that I do show A LOT of respect for DMT. I was quite intimidated about doing it at first, wanted to start out slow. Now after my last encounter (labeled below) I feel more intimidated by it than I did before I started. So now ...

--Experience so far--

I would like to start out by mentioning, every time I hit DMT (less, the first time) was out of a water bong with it on top of a bed of Funk Green Stuff, which is one of those "legal weed" substances sold as incense. (drug testing has prevented me from continuing my adventures on the real stuff )

Day 0
My VERY first taste I mixed a small amount in a joint of Funky Green Stuff. Really gave me a great idea of the feeling without actually a "trip" or visualization. Got the rubbery armed feeling and heard the "silence".

Day 1
First Session; was watching Deadwood with some friends. I watched one of the characters step out of the TV while the show as a whole seemed to blend into the wall behind the TV and become one with our "reality". Also saw the characters faces (so to speak) change to meet the intentions of what they said and how they said it, like "cartoon expressions", where if someone had a low voice saying something of a bad nature, their face become somewhat devilish. Saw lots of swirling within any wood texture.

Second/Third Sessions; didn't get as much in, went lighter. Got the chest heavy feeling, could hear the "silence" with no visuals and the rubbery arm feeling. Still enjoyed the feel or "euphoria" if you will.

Day 2
Fourth Session; went roughly the same as the last two sessions. Arms feeling a little rubbery, heavy chest feeling with a lot of sensation.


Fifth Session; is the latest I've done (last night) and really took it hard. This one in particular I REALLY could use a lot of insight with what you guys have to say.

I started out with my first round of hits, got the same feeling as the last 3 sessions. After maybe 15, 20 minutes (not sure exactly) I went back to hitting it again. This time I got a really great cherry and just keep take rips. I sat back in my chair (there was 4 of us doing our own hits around a table, dark room with some interesting light bulbs, that give the room almost a black light look, as our main light source with a TV that was on, to the far side of us) and got this really deep heavy feeling on my chest and was listening to the "silence" (like normal).

Everything started to get really interesting, to say the least. Faces were doubling up (like a new face would pull out of the original one and situate on their forehead; mostly only eyes but sometimes a whole face). My buddy was smoking a dub-laced with DMT and I would see a neon-like flow that I want to call the "life force" flowing off of him and following the swirling smoke up into the air. Everything started just moving around in weird ways, not really sure how to explain it or even what I was really seeing. At this point, I was starting to get a little bit freaked out. The chest feeling getting heavier and I start to talk to myself, reassuring me everything was okay. As I continually got more uneasy about what was going on, I kept trying to logically talk myself through what was happening and that it would eventually stop.

Overtime, it got to a point where I felt just way to much was going on at once. I began to freak out a bit, felt like everything happening was just way too intense. I started repeating "everything is fine, everything is fine.. I'm okay, I'm okay" over and over to myself (which may have caused me to freak out a bit more?). Overtime I started getting this unnerving feeling in my stomach. After what seemed like forever I ended up getting up, telling my buddy's I needed to go outside for a minute and ran out to end up throwing up over the side of a railing (yes, I will admit that)

I felt really unsettled for a long time after that and to a point, still slightly unnerved by it. I feel like it suppose to mean something but am really not sure what and would LOVE the inquiry. Also, can provide any additional info I may have forgotten if needed.