universecannon wrote:Don't feel bad at all brother..everyone gets that pre-flight anxiety, even those who have done it hundreds of times can still get it. It's hard not to when you know that the self you think is yourself is about to get obliterated.
Heh. I hear that ! I've had fantastic, GREAT, as my circle and I call, journeys, but I pretty much always get quite nervous before that first pull.
I personally never really dosed up and up, I didn't meditate I just got into it. It was my first experience with psychedelics, and I dont do any other drugs or even really drink. Still - I jumped into the deep end and "they" were gentle with me. I'll say this it changed my thought process on what were about, even if I can never quite remember the jewels of enlightenment I am bestowed each time.
I think it's only fair to say I've had the darkest trips as well. Bad bad places I'd rather not ever venture again willingly, what felt like dark entities and other nasty vibes which lingered for a short time upon returning (30 mins of Vibe were talking about) - but I still have come out of these... Lessons with knowledge and thankfulness.
In any case you'll be fine, 5-15 mins of the most amazing experience your bound to ever discover and then it's back to reality!
Do it and let us know how you went !
"We'll sit quiet, be alert, pay attention to you, be available, hold good thoughts and feelings for you. If you need human contact, just put out your hand and somebody will take it. If you lose control, we're here to help. Otherwise, this is your experience, not ours. Your pretty much on your own."