I have been addicted to opiate based drugs for a couple of years and have done many bad things as a result. Resently I was convicted of my first felony and while in jail a friend told me about how psychedelics can often be used to help reduce the pull addiction can have on a person. After a couple nights of general discussion about lsd and mushrooms and pcp we came unto the topic of dmt. I told him that I always wanted to try it but that everytime it had ever been offered or solicited to me I either did not have the money or was just not interested. He told me it was because dmt chooses people as oppose to people choosing dmt. Whether this is true or not he told me that there was a website (this one) devoted to everything about dmt and even ways for the average john-q public to make dmt, if he so desired. So I put the name of the website in my little "jail ministry" red address book and there it stayed untill my release roughly 9 months later.
After my release I stayed in a homeless shelter and often under bridges and in a large cemetary that me and my friends used to party in when we were teens. I eventually got a job and upon doing so got an appartment on my cities south side in one (if not) the worst area in the entire city. My first week here someone shot out my friends back window (not intentionally) and they continued to shoot almost everynight, starting around 9 pm, for the next couple of nights. The locals eventually got used to the enigma of a lone "white-boy" walking up colvin st. to the store at the intersection. Once they became somewhat used to me, at least enough to stop asking me if the police were sending me through there on some undercover narc scam, they began to try and sell to me, crack, herion, the usual.
Now I come to this website, to this forum, with no experience, with no knowledge. I need a lifestyle change. Im not sober. Im more like what alchoholics refer to as a "dry drunk". One thing is for sure, I can feel myself dangling on the edges of the abyss. I look to dmt as a sort of last hope, as funny as it sounds. Me and my girlfriend have picked an extraction tek that looks simple enough and are waiting on our paychecks this week so we can order the supplys. Hopefully this can be marked as a success in my book and not one of the many many failures. Thank you for reading.
p.s. I am planning on ordering mimosa root hostilis pieces instead of the already made powder. I was planning on using
http://www.adenium.com.br/mimosa_products.asp because it seems to me to be the cheapest supplier. Could someone please tell me if this is smart? Have you heard of this supplier? It would be extremely discouraging if I were to pay into some online scam.
Once again thanks for reading and please give me some feedback!