my friend for example is very familiar with the molecule and has been on many journeys with DMT. we thought it was a good idea to go out into the woods for a spice circle (there were three of us me, my experienced friend, and another relatively new user. we decided we all wanted to take a medium/small dose becuase sometimes we are in the mood for that and other times we are in the mood to blast off. but anyways, i looked at my friend and he seemed very tribal/shaman like out of nowhere, the light from the sun was breaking through in small beams shining directly on him through the trees and symbols were pouring out of each one of the green/purple/red beams, he proceeded to take another hit and he went off, but when i was looking at him i had this whole new respect towards him... like "whoa i need to pay attention to him and learn as much as i can from my "elders" is how i like to word it. i have a deep level of respect towards him and anyone else who is more experienced with this chemical then i am. i am jealous how he is able to let go so much easier it seems and that he gets the most out of every experience. i am very new to the world of spice and everytime i experience it i dont want to leave!!!!! my other inexperienced friend had his first breakthrough today i was so excited for him, so was he... when he opened his eyes a single tear ran down his cheek... i knew it was tears of joy just by the look on his face, he proceeded to thank me for introducing him to this wonderful thing. haha i could go on for ever.

I love hearing about people crying on their way out...makes me so happy to know people can be so touched by the experiences they have, you know its gotta be a good thing when stuff like that happens.

i agree. i almost felt guilty for doing this at first but it quickly changed... i am more experienced then him and he wanted me to prepare him a proper dose for the desired effects. he wanted to go off, but i put a little more in the pipe then what he initially wanted without telling him first, but i knew he trusted my judgement and that made me happy as well. in return he thanked me in tears for giving him this wonderful experience, i knew he was ready for a breakthrough by how he was so interested but yet unsatisfied with the smaller doses i gave him prior to familiarize him with the foreign substance.

i would never give anymore more then what they bargained for, i hope this didnt come out sounding irresponsible of me, because it is hard to tell with new users what their "perfect" dose is. i would never do anything to hurt him, it just felt like the right thing to do at the moment and that little extra i put in there is what made him go that distance.