DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 1369 Joined: 22-Jan-2010 Last visit: 07-Mar-2014
|
Taken Orally 2g rue 3x 1g Mimosa
Setting: Riverside on a summer evening
I have noticed ayahuasca visions can become sexual, especially since I’ve been working with abstinence lately. Sometimes I just like to share my particularly wacky visions. I had an interesting encounter with a hyperspace vagina recently. In the vision, I was in space in a room filled with jewels, when a sexual female…. creature of some sort, approached me and made it clear she wanted sex. She spread her legs, and I went in for a feast. Her vagina became a beautiful jewel of fantastic colors. To this, I was very attracted, and enjoyed the splendor of the cosmic vagina very much.
As I got closer to the vagina, and became more attracted to it, it seemed to build in energy. It became brighter and vibrated at a higher frequency, and became larger. Soon, the energy behind it became so large that the vagina filled all of space. Not only that, but it started to appear to be more like a portal, a portal to another dimension. I was thinking, “oh my God, the vagina has become so powerful that it is transforming in to something else entirely. I wonder what will happen when its energy reaches critical mass?”
I was entranced by this portal that was opening in front of me. I wanted to enter the portal, enter the unknown. Oh what splendors might possibly lie within the world of the vagina, I thought. So, I got closer and closer to the portal, until I finally reached inside, and passed through entirely. And what did I find on the other side of the wormhole? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I was in a void with nothing in it. I looked back and the portal back to where I was had disappeared. I was confused. Then I was greeted by another entity that welcomed me in to this other universe. I was like, “hey, what happened, where am I?”
She said, “you passed in to another universe. There are infinite universes within universes, and there are infinite universes within you. You are not merely an individual, you are actually infinity. The universe isn’t just infinitely large outside of you, it is also infinitely vast within you. There is no difference between the infinite space you see in the universe, compared to the infinity that exists within your own body…. within every atom exists infinity, and another infinity within that infinity.
But, as an individual, you are only capable of experiencing a certain amount sensory input. Your consciousness works as a reducing valve, reducing down the infinite in to something you can interpret. The universe as you see it is your own personal universe. It is your own frequency. The cosmos has allowed you, or itself, rather, to tune in to a particular frequency, and that is what you experience as your life. But the whole universe as you see it only but the tiniest fraction of what is possible. Anything is possible. Anything you can possibly imagine, and everything you can’t imagine. It’s all out there, somewhere within infinity. What you experience is just a matter of what particular frequency you are tuned in to.
Your brain is like an antenna, capable of picking up certain frequencies. When you die, the antenna falls apart, but the frequencies out there still exist. Nothing is really lost. The antenna that is your consciousness, is itself, composed of frequencies, and there is no ultimate frequency for reference, just infinite frequencies all dependent on each other for all existence. If you look at something from far enough away, it becomes something else entirely. If you could view your universe from far enough away, you would see that it is merely itself a building block for something larger. And when you look close enough at the particles of the universe, you see the are themselves composed of smaller things, subatomic particles, strands of space/time, etc. When you passed through the vagina, you looked so closely at it that it became something else, you moved through to another level.
So anyway, when you passed through the portal, the frequency of the past universe became too much for you to interpret, you lost the ability to tune in to that frequency, and so you passed in to this universe.”
I said, “Wow, that is fascinating and all, but I want to go back, I want that vagina again.”
She said, “Sorry, but you can’t go back, that door is closed forever…… but it doesn’t matter, you can just lick my vagina”
“OK, that works for me”, as I prepared for another feast.
|
|
|
|
|
DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 1925 Joined: 28-Apr-2010 Last visit: 07-Jul-2024
|
hahaha, wow! That sounds like a hell of a ride man. I wanna ride in the magic love box too! Convert a melodic element into a rhythmic element...
|
|
|
*
Posts: 367 Joined: 16-Feb-2011 Last visit: 18-Sep-2017 Location: in your Mind
|
Aaah the vagina, the portal that brought as all here And what a beautiful portal it is Great travel report! blessed be all forms of intelligence
|
|
|
DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 12340 Joined: 12-Nov-2008 Last visit: 02-Apr-2023 Location: pacific
|
This is an awesome report and really makes me think of the strange way in which harmala's seem to split and extend the dreaming mind into various extra dimensions. 1 gram of mimosa is not really a large dose of DMT for me at all, but on top of a good dose of harmalas 1g of mimosa really pushes the harmala effects up a level. It will synergise with the rue or caapi at that level really well and while not a deep DMT space it opens up as something just as profound, but weighed heavily towards the harmala realms. Do you find that at that dose of admixture it is that way for you as well? I am guessing that the 2g of rue extract were more like 4 grams of rue for you? 4 grams of rue would be easily enough for me to have a deep deep experience with 1g of mimosa. This is why I love oral ayahuasca and analogues so much. It provides an experience that is so rich in context.. Long live the unwoke.
|
|
|
DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 1369 Joined: 22-Jan-2010 Last visit: 07-Mar-2014
|
fractal enchantment wrote:This is an awesome report and really makes me think of the strange way in which harmala's seem to split and extend the dreaming mind into various extra dimensions. 1 gram of mimosa is not really a large dose of DMT for me at all, but on top of a good dose of harmalas 1g of mimosa really pushes the harmala effects up a level. It will synergise with the rue or caapi at that level really well and while not a deep DMT space it opens up as something just as profound, but weighed heavily towards the harmala realms. Thanks. Yeah, relatively low doses of dmt with medium, or large doses of harmalas are a great thing. It can lead to very focused visionary experiences, without too much of a body load, or mental change, ie: the feeling of losing your head. I have little trouble walking around on 1g mimosa, and can snap out of visions any time, if needed. It's a very nice, relaxing, purifying, energizing, wonderful way to spend personal time, or if one is lucky enough, in the company of other like minded folks. I was so rejuved after this journey. The visions were clear and easy to focus on. The more dmt goes in there, the more visions start spinning out wildly in many directions, screaming for attention. The explosive visions are good as well, of course, but this low dose thing is a good easy going nice ride, that can still be very powerful, and very personal fractal enchantment wrote: Do you find that at that dose of admixture it is that way for you as well? I am guessing that the 2g of rue extract were more like 4 grams of rue for you? 4 grams of rue would be easily enough for me to have a deep deep experience with 1g of mimosa. That would be hard for me to say because there have been plenty of times where I've taken 1g of mimosa, or 20mg of dmt with half the rue dose that I took here, and the experiences were great as well. Maybe this week, I'll up it to 3 or 4g of 3x rue and see how that goes. Also, I've never taken mushrooms, so I can't say how other dmt/psychedelics without harmalas compare to oral dmt with harmala admixture. fractal enchantment wrote: This is why I love oral ayahuasca and analogues so much. It provides an experience that is so rich in context.. Yes, it's amazing the way things work on these substances. Things start out one way, going in one direction, and then the story of the dream turns in a different direction, and often times, incredible things are revealed. I can attest it was more than just mental masturbation.
|
|
|
DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 10 Joined: 06-Jul-2011 Last visit: 03-Sep-2011
|
Apoc wrote:Taken Orally 2g rue 3x 1g Mimosa
Sorry to dumb it down, but would you explain what you mean exactly by the quoted description... Was MHRB quantity measured and then boiled into tea? 3x rue by what method? Sitting on stash of these as raw materials, so your response (or relevant links) would be deeply appreciated! Thanks! I drink tea.
|
|
|
DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 1538 Joined: 24-Nov-2009 Last visit: 31-Aug-2024
|
I'm glad I'm not the only one with an extensive log of cosmic vagina visions. Awesome report, thanks for sharing, Apoc! Some things will come easy, some will be a test
|
|
|
Explorer
Posts: 2688 Joined: 04-Dec-2010 Last visit: 25-Oct-2016 Location: space
|
LOL, what a trip, I really wonder how you can remember such a long dialogue...
Can someone send me a link of mimosa+rue combination? Dosage, preparation, duration etc. info would be needed.
|
|
|
DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 5267 Joined: 01-Jul-2010 Last visit: 13-Dec-2018
|
I had an experience with a cosmic vagina once, but it was with smoked DMT (no MAOIs). There was this goddess controlling everything that was going on, and then toward the end of the experience she transformed herself into this gigantic vagina that kept on diving into itself (one of those "you had to be there" to even begin to visualize what I mean kinda things). "Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein
"The Mighty One appears, the horizon shines. Atum appears on the smell of his censing, the Sunshine- god has risen in the sky, the Mansion of the pyramidion is in joy and all its inmates are assembled, a voice calls out within the shrine, shouting reverberates around the Netherworld." - Egyptian Book of the Dead
"Man fears time, but time fears the Pyramids" - 9th century Arab proverb
|
|
|
DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 1369 Joined: 22-Jan-2010 Last visit: 07-Mar-2014
|
Amanita Claus wrote: Sorry to dumb it down, but would you explain what you mean exactly by the quoted description... Was MHRB quantity measured and then boiled into tea? 3x rue by what method? The vendor sells a product calls Syrian Rue 3x. It's powdered, and I was told that the shell of the rue gets removed, so there is more actives in the product by weight. The mimosa was measured was just plain powdered mimosa tea. tele wrote:LOL, what a trip, I really wonder how you can remember such a long dialogue... how could I forget?
|
|
|
DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 5267 Joined: 01-Jul-2010 Last visit: 13-Dec-2018
|
Apoc wrote:Amanita Claus wrote: Sorry to dumb it down, but would you explain what you mean exactly by the quoted description... Was MHRB quantity measured and then boiled into tea? 3x rue by what method? The vendor sells a product calls Syrian Rue 3x. It's powdered, and I was told that the shell of the rue gets removed, so there is more actives in the product by weight. The mimosa was measured was just plain powdered mimosa tea. tele wrote:LOL, what a trip, I really wonder how you can remember such a long dialogue... how could I forget? so with this syrian rue 3x, is it like the extracted harmalas? Does the syrian rue 3x make you less nauseous than regular syrian rue? I know syrian rue by itself is all I need for the nausea. "Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein
"The Mighty One appears, the horizon shines. Atum appears on the smell of his censing, the Sunshine- god has risen in the sky, the Mansion of the pyramidion is in joy and all its inmates are assembled, a voice calls out within the shrine, shouting reverberates around the Netherworld." - Egyptian Book of the Dead
"Man fears time, but time fears the Pyramids" - 9th century Arab proverb
|
|
|
DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 1369 Joined: 22-Jan-2010 Last visit: 07-Mar-2014
|
Global wrote: so with this syrian rue 3x, is it like the extracted harmalas? Does the syrian rue 3x make you less nauseous than regular syrian rue? I know syrian rue by itself is all I need for the nausea. I emailed the vendor about the 3x and he said that the outer shell gets removed, the inactive parts of the rue gets removed, so you're left with more of the actives by weight. I don't believe it is a standardized extract where they get 200g of rue, extract it, and add that extract to 100g of rue. It should cause less nausea because you'll theoretically only have to use 1/3 the plant material. But, it is still rue. If you can handle 1g of regular rue, this should be ok. Are you sure it's the rue that makes you feel ill? Harmalas themselves will make a person feel ill if enough are taken. I can take 2.5g of raw 3x rue and not feel any nausea. Mimosa on the other hand, for me is guaranteed puke over 2g.
|