Trial 1. I am alone, it's mid afternoon in a well lit spaceous room, sitting in a recliner chair.The bulb type vap. has been prepared with an eyeballed dosage of beige waxy extract. ( probably around 30mg MHRB STB tek) My anxiety level is high in anticipation of what may or not happen. Phone taken off the hook, and I begin to torch the glass bowl, the beige waxy extract turns clear and begins to bubble and vaporise, I inhale the vapour in three rapid tokes, the plastic taste is unpleasant but bearable. Suddenly out of nowhere something akin to a high speed train seems to bear down on me, the fear level is rising to an intolerable crescendo as my heart races and feels crushed. The animal inside of me wants to run , but there's nowhere to run to.I sense that i'm being observed by a or a group of " beings" just some metres in front of me, but I can't see them, they have no emotion whatsoever, i'ts chilling. I recline in the seat using all my powers of logic to keep a lid on my sanity. Eyes closed looking for visuals, none, except a sphere of red which seems like a huge planet viewed from a low trajectory flight , it seems I'm trying to penetrate it's atmospheric layer, indeed the fear that grips me is akin to that what an astronaut would feel upon re-entry into the earths atmosphere knowing that he has a dodgy heat protection system. I notice my legs are shuddering and suddenly I'm grounded again. There was no breakthrough in this, no visions as such, only the unerving conviction that I was being watched by someone or something. It ended as suddenly as it began. For the rest of the day I felt slightly agitated, like I should have gone somewhere nice, but the trip was cancelled. The next day is one of unusually good spirits and mental acuity .Several weeks would elapse before I would summon up the courage for Trial 2.
PS.The above account is a fictitious account of a fictitious character