Explorer2023 wrote:That is it. End of story. Needless to say I got the breakthrough I was seeking. I havn't had DMT since then. Well I havn't felt the need. Ofcourse untill another time.
I was left with PTSD infact. although my life changed for the better. I improved and excelled more in life. I was more and more sober. What can I say, it was a sobering experience. A hard days work and a good nights sleep was mind altering enough for me, and still is.
That sounds very familiar.
Quote:Not suffering from ptsd now. It lasted probably 2-3 years but slowly got over it. I dont recall exactly what the symptoms were but I knew I had it. Had to stay sober. Regular flash backs, just general fragility. I would even be tripping in my dreams. All good now. Part and parcell of the breaktbrough experience and DMT dieta.
I had to stay calm, stressful situations could trigger shutdown mode. Vision goes dark and blurry and ringing in the ears, like at the precipice about to blast off.
Oh yes very familiar, the PTSD and flashbacks part.
I think I have learned to control anxiety and fear better during these years, to look into the source of it and meditate.
I also think it was around 2017-2018 for me for the last time I danced with the molecule.
You are not alone in your experience, there seems to be quite a few of us going through the same motions
