Greetings everyone,

i will try and attempt to explain what i witnessed. It's hard to put in words like most of you guys know. To understand i need to explain what i saw a day before that session.
On a low dose of anahuasca i was woken, by this old dude. He looked really old, all leathery face, and huge wrinkles. He looked like an indian. He just poked me with two fingers like he wanted me to wake up. At this moment i noticed a woman sitting on the right of me. She was beautiful beyond words. With a strange hairdo on top of her head. She was dark/brown skin colored.

So now to the actual trip report of smoking spice. My brother, wife and me smoke all a little spice. Dosage was really not possible to measure cause my scale cant show correct mg under 100mg. So i used a very very tiny spoon, one that you would use for snuff or coke.

I decided i would dose syrian rue before hand to calm my nervousness a little. 1g was crushed and swalloed.
Both of them never smoked spice, so they only knew what i told them about it.

Each of us took for starters half of that spoon, just to ease us in.

I took my hit first just to show them that it's safe, and that i wouldn't freak out or any of that shit we experienced on salvia.
It was one huge toke, not enough to propel me out, but enough to be immersed in insane geometrical fractals, whith my eyes closed. At this point the rue hasn't taken full effects. I opened my eyes and both of them where starring at me in anticipation. Everything had this nice crispy glow about and i felt content.

Next up was my bro. He took a full spoon and placed it in the pipe. He lit it and after the first hit he was screaming what the fuck is this. I urged him to take a second hit which he did. He wasn't able to clear everything he put in. But i was seeing he was having a good time.

Next up was my wife. She also took a spoon full, and with the spice that was left in it gave a huge dose. Well she finished all of it. Now comes one of the interesting stuff. Once she came back she described the same woman i saw, in detail. With the hairdo, huge boobs, dark skin. She was greeting her and welcoming her.

We sat there and talked about what just happened. And decided we need to do more.

This time i took also a spoon full, in an attempt to break through.
I dont know why i didn't try the rue combo with smoked dmt sooner. This hit proppelled me into another place.
I took the firat hit and held it in. I felt like im getting no effects. I took a second hit and everything started glowing in gold and silver. I could barely see, but i managed to take in the third hit, after which i was in this huge place of endless geometrical patterns.
Now comea the hard part, to describe what happened next.

In front of me opened something like a huge cannyon, to the right and left. Both sides looked like waterfalls in this insane collors, thete where some kind of circles forming which to me looked like windows i could look through. At this point when i looked through the canyon arms where reaching out of the walls/waterfalls. I felt like i was greeted by the hands, just slowly so i wouldn't get scarred. When i turned to look which hands they where i was certain not at this point but later that they belonged to the beautifull woman(mother earth? Isis? I dont fucking know it drives me insane) but once i looked thorugh the windows i saw small dark people. One opened his mouth and another one imerged from his mouth, then he opened his mouth then another and another and another it was insane.
I cant remember much more but somewhere around here i started to feel my breath again, then my body, then i could the music we played in the background.

I slowly opened my eyes and i was still having insane open eyes visuals. In green and pink, triangle floating about. I felt at peace, and thrilled and i dont know man. It felt like some heavy burden was lifted from me.
I wanted to tell all of it to bro and wifey but they where allready gone from the spice. So i wated.

My brother emerged first and told me, that he encountered a shaman god. I told him about the dude i was poked by. Described him to him, and he was blown away. We saw the same fucking guy.
He told me he was i front of him. The shman god was just sitting there with golden light and looking at him, the next moment he was in a library with books all around him crashing in themself.

Next my wife came back, she was in space. She saw millions of stars and a small boy also with dark skin.


All of us where blown away, its now the day after and still none of us can comprehend what the hell happend. It was just so beautiful, delightfull, sacramentfull. I just dont have the words of the feelings im feeling let alone describe what i saw.

I cant imagine that this is just a drug, i definetley was somewhere. And then came back.



Has anyone else encountered the woman? Or the old wrinkled shaman dude?

Thanks for reading

Love and peace