What a beautiful night for it, we have a full moon on the way so I spent a few hours outside with my dog and just looked at the sky taking it in and just clearing my mind. I went inside put on some tunes and did some conscious breathing knowing this was it, tonight felt right. I sandwiched 30-40mg (I weighed to 30mg on the side of caution but it bounced between 30mg and 40mg I think it was closer to 40) figuring I got my technique down and I was right. That 3rd hit was almost impossible but I got it and the voice in the back of my head said breathe deeper take in more don't stop. I thought I was ready but I had no idea. The world closed in and folded in on itself and breathing became hard, I felt my ego trying to hold onto this world and fear hit, I began to repeat "let go" over and over and was rocketed thru a tunnel unlike anything I have seen. I was ripped from myself, like I was being peeled back and I was melting away to nothing. I can't explain it but it was amazing. I was reborn into a geometric ever changing dimension that was pure energy and nothing but yet something and all I felt was love. I spoke with them and one of them a she I think, well it had a mother like aura to it. I cant explain what it looked like but I do remember it told me it's OK were all here and after that I feel like so much time was lost and so many things rushed thru me while it reached into whatever I really am and showed me so many things. It told me I couldn't bring it back that's not how it works and I had enough for today and they all said goodbye, there was a few but only 1 spoke but not in a traditional way. I had no idea what it was like to lose everything until now and how beautiful it was, the ride into this other world was death I can not explain it another way, everything that ever mattered was taken away from me I was completely naked and it was amazing. When they said good bye and that they would see me again I remember a fleeting glimpse of my body sleeping on my bed and then nothing but morphing geometric patterns folding in on themselves and colors I fell thru what was like a suspended layer of water between there and this world. I slowly felt myself being re-assembled and put back together. I began to feel my lungs first and realized breathing feels weird and that's because where I was at air did not exist, I was breathing energy in some way but I had no body a very strange thing to explain. I wrote down as much as I could , but I was not prepared for that I was in tears of amazement my entire body shirt was soaked. I suffer from anxiety and depression and I feel new, I can't explain it but I have been re-centered I know this. Next time the spice speaks to me I will be much more prepared for the experience. It's true you'll know when you get thru, you just know. I now know why I thanked the spice prior to this expedition. EDIT: I would also like to thank the Nexus all the great contribs for providing safe and responsible information to allow me to even know about this experience. I consider myself lucky to have had this experience and without the info I would have never arrived like I did. I've been a background reader for quite awhile.

Thank you for sharing your experience! I got a little goosebumps reading that. I am glad you had a good experience.

Namaste. Be Well.

Indeed the perfect full moon night...and what an amazing experience=) its beautiful to be stripped of everything and see these things.

Thanks everyone for your kind words! I wish I could put it into words better, what a night!

Peace, Love & Unity

It was beautiful, something that I could never take for granted and beyond grateful for it. I've suffered from depression and anxiety for over 10 years now and I awoke today a new person, I stopped anti-depressants years ago as they made me a zombie but constant anxiety medicine my whole life it feels. Today felt like a new piece in a new beginning, to lose it all is to gain everything it feels like, I am at peace a bit more. I needed that to lose what I held onto and understand what I have done to myself by allowing my ego full control. SMACK TO THE FACE said the spice

Wow man...thank you for sharing this beautiful journey with us. I am yet to experience the wonder that is the break through. It will come when the time is right.

Be well.

Beautiful experience, riding the full moon energy!

I was about to post the exact same thing, but I saw this on my way to do so, and figured id just share it here on your thread. Twenty something extractions, ounces of changa, just never could work up the courage for anything after the first hit. It took me a while to build the courage to even start holding it in. Today I repurposed an old cannabis distillate cartridge and made a DMT cartridge from approx 1000mg dissolved into .5ml of PPG. Due to it being vaporized at such a low heat, I didnt realize how big of a hit i was actually taking until I started to exhale a small cloud, even after holding it for a solid 10 seconds, When i saw the cloud I was horrified thinking "Omg what have I just done". My fear lasted about 10 seconds until I shot through what I want to describe as a "worm hole" but was really more of just an extreme tunnel vision version of my current reality composed of various colors and features in the room reimagined as a jackson pollock piece. The Worm Hole was pulsing and moving and I shot through it so fast i barely even had time to process it before I did a full michael jordan in Space Jam and hit this invisible, black, dense, opaque, elastic wall. It streeeeetched and brought me to an almost complete stop, and I remember thinking, "when this thing releases the tension I just pulled into it, Its going to slingshot me back to earth like a bullet and theres no invisible black dense net to catch me on earth." but right before I came to a stop, I ripped through it into what I can only describe as a geometric wonder realm. I dont know what the fuck I saw to be perfectly honest and I would feel unsatisfied with any description I would ever be able to put into words because there arent words for it. Im not sure if it was profound, Im not sure if it was life-changing, and then Im completely sure that it was both. Maybe it was and Im choosing to have the "idk" outlook because the other outlook would require me understanding it which is something im certainly i'll never be able to do o well Peace and love and cheers

That full moon energy was strong! I got a bit of goosebumps reading yours as well. I am finding all these other people seeing and experiencing the same thing. Amazing isn't it! I had another experience last night and it was much darker, but I am finding that the message we get is not always what we want and it takes time to dissect it and your consciousness to take hold of what happened the best it can. Last night I visited what I call the "Storm" and I saw how selfish I was, I saw a bunch about myself and it was a ruff ride. upon landing I felt great like a purge of anger and darkness left me a bit more. I faced the fear and wrote it all down which is key for me, because you lose it so fast. I am going to meditate and re-connect with what I saw, my broken connections to the ones I love. Those "maybes" I experienced last time, and I think that is good, it helps us question things and to question yourself I think is to truly know that we don't know squat and we choose these paths on out own, these bodies, these identities. But out of the 8 times I have left, 2 as a breakthrough, I have come back with more question's than answers on all but 1, I am starting to wonder if we look for the answers when asking the right question is much more important....time to process and take a break myself. I figure a good time to hit the Nexus, socialize and enjoy being ALIVE!!! We are alive and that in itself is something awe striking. Peace and Love!

Thanks to the OP for this amazing trip story.

I too tried DMT for anxiety and unhappiness and broke through first time after 5 enormous tokes. The process of dissolving whilst having every insecurity, bad feeling, argument, enemy, fear, terror and panic all peeled off you like old skin as your mind leaves your body really leaves you feeling like incredible after.

My emotional state was a baron waste ground prior. For the first time in years feel happy and I love those close to me.

I glad you feel great OP. Have you tried DMT again?