I was drinking heavily, in a bad headspace over a girl, decided.. fuck it, I’ll blast off. A stupid and irresponsible decision.

I found myself in a locker room / hallway, at the end of it was a doorway that took you through the veil. She stood between me and the door. She was pissed. She looked like that elven chick from lord of the rings that got all crazy when she held the ring. She had fire in her eyes.

“What are you doing here? You’re drunk”

“Oh no I’m not, I’ve just had a few”

“Is that your final answer? Because I’m not stupid…”

“Oh, for sure I’m not drunk, everything’s fine.”

“Realllyyyyyy, well what about HIM???”

She opens up one of the lockers, and pulls out THE GUY WHO SOLD ME THE BEER FROM 7-11. He was hanging from a hook / loop on the back of his neck in there.

She shoves him in my face ….. “What about him huh???”

He shrugs and says “You can’t lie to Mom, sorry dude.”

She shoves him back in the locker, slams the door and says “Don’t you EVER come back here like that. You’re a fool”

And so instead of going through that door, I went back the way I came, and back to my body. Will never forget that moment....

Moral of the story.. Respect it.

Hey,

Don't take my words as an offense, you should respect yourself.
Try to think, when you go on a journey, you may encounter yourself from an external POV.
Theses kind of word (your dialog) let me think being sincerity with yourself may help you for the better and not the worst.

Peace bro and take care

Yep, don't ever try to lie to hyperspace entities, I think we all learn this lesson. You can't fool them, because you can't fool your true self, they(you) know all the truth and they know you know they know

Think about it: why you needed to lie in this particular case? If you lie to yourself, it means you can't "let go" and accept certain things about yourself. Accepting unpleasant truths about yourself is a key to good and healing experiences.

wow thats unbelievable...Reminds me of McKenna's "is this strong enough for you asshole?" experience lol.

"Neither a borrower nor a lender be. For loan oft loses both it self and friend. And this above all to thine own self be true. For then thoust canst be false to any man." -William Shakespeare

Alcohol and DMT

There is a lesson here. And it's not just about lying in the DMT space. Duh You can not lie in there. In fact, dump all the Bullshit. It has no place in the DMT space or in your life, period. Get real It is how we are supposed to be.

And then the alcohol thing. For the last 3 years I give away my Changa to a select group of people trying to deal with alcoholism. They tell me that the only time they have any relief from the desire to drink is when they use the Changa. It has helped and several of them are off the sauce. I believe the entities are there to help and guide for the most part. One of my friends with a drinking issue was confronted by a giant demon the first time he went in that said "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN HERE?". I told him he would encounter his own subconscious and go in with intent and prayer. But what an introduction. Upon reviewing his experience he talked about asking to be able to confront his demon. Guess he got what he asked for. And then he was made aware of a light that was protecting him from the demon. It has never come back. And he has been alcohol free.

I do believe that DMT is the Anti-alcohol.

FranLover

I remember this, it's great Mckenna speech indeed.

I don't understand why people drink alcohol, at all. But, getting drunk before consuming psychedelics is totally stupid i think. If you need to calm your preflight anxiety try with low dose cannabis after the peak effects are passed.

Cya