Hello everyone! Nice to be part of this forum, I have done a lot of research on here lately.
I have recently done my own extraction, I have tried it yesterday and today. Yesterday I think I had about .25 or so smoked in a couple of hits. This is my firt ever experience of a psychedelic drug. My first time yesterday was in my living room, my eyes remained open. Almost straight away I heard a loud ringing, the walls seemed to be melting, the wood floor also, started to poop my pants. Panicked a little but then relaxed a bit when it chilled out after a few minutes and enjoyed the visuals.
Tonight wasn’t so good, we only really smoke under the oven fan in our house in the kitchen but wanted to lay in bed and experience. So, I went through to the kitchen, took one big hit and held it till I got in bed and let it it. Under normal circumstances of just doing that with air I think I would be out of breath and light headed. Anyways, after I blew out I don’t remember much of what happened, but I really felt like I was dying. I got a disoriented I was like what is going on did I smoke some DMT I honestly couldn’t really remember. I was laid in bed next to my wife with the real thought and fear I was dying and tripping out hard. I really didn’t know what was happening to be honest all I remember is my wife face looked very strange, I can’t explain how and just the utter fear of not knowing what was going on, the feeling on not being able to breath and the thought I was dying.
After a few minutes I asked me wife what had happened to try to figure things out, I started to come done and then it was just some awesome visuals staring at the roof and a painting on my wall.
What do you think to this experience? Is it because of all the walking, did I just panicked? I think the dose was around .3 of really yellow waxy stuff I was trying to see the difference in the 2 types I got, the one yesterday being more a white power with a hint of yellow. But I only have a .00 scale so hard to know the dose for sure. Will be investing in a .000
Congratulations if you got to the end of this rambling none sense