Hello, first post here so forgive me if this is in the wrong category. I have tried DMT 3 times. The first was not weighed and in a casual setting and very little effects were had. I was given some to take home and try myself. This was almost 5 years ago. The 2nd time, maybe a week after the first, I sandwiched some into a pipe and melted it very slowly for 2 hits. And oh boy did I feel it. But as soon as I start to come up, I sweat PROFUSELY. I mean, top of my head to the bottom of my feet sweating and that really kept me from going back to it as much as I wanted to explore my own consciousness. Fast forward to the future and I'm ready to give it another shot in a more controlled method. I extracted the DMT myself from Mimosa Hostilis and had a very nice 180mg pull. I decided a few days later to give it another shot. I weigh 20mg and sandwich it into a pipe. I only take 2 very small tokes melting the middle layer of DMT. Like clockwork as soon as the ringing in my ears starts to get louder, as soon as I start do dissociate my thoughts and experiences from my body, the sweat is POURING out of me and keeps me from letting go and giving in to the ringing and loss of ego. I try to strip my shirt and see beads of sweat falling from my head and chest and can feel it on my back, legs, butt, crotch.
Another symptom is my skin becomes very pale. Now I'm a pretty pale person already to begin with, but I turn white as a ghost and that's another reason I have problems taking the 3rd hit or even just letting go from the 2nd one. It's very frustrating and very... scary? I'm not scared of the trip itself. I want to be able to let go but these things hold me back. I've scoured the internet, including these forums, and have only found a handful of people who have even a similar experience as me. 2 being head to toe sweating. Now I'm not the most healthy eater but I like to think I'm not terrible. I very rarely eat fast food. I love fruits and vegetables but I guess I could eat them more than I do currently. From the 2 people who had similar experiences, most people said it's probably diet but I was hoping I could get some more insight, tips, or even just understanding what is happening to my body when I "try" to give in. Also sorry for the one big paragraph. This is the first time I've ever posted on a forum and I'm unsure how to format this story/question exactly. Thank you, everyone, for your help.