Time: 10:00
Dose: 40mg (I think there was some residual though)
Method: GVG - Cleared in 1 hit.
Set: I felt fine, did some breath control and was only slightly anxious.
Setting: In the bedroom, lights off, ear plugs in, laying in bed and very comfy.
Immediately I fell back and closed my eyes as that warm encompassing feeling engulfed me. Sounds slowed....and then I was spiraling down an ever-morphing tunnel of impossible textures and patterns. I am not sure if I am moving in this tunnel, or if it is all moving rapidly around me. What seems like thousands of decks of mechanical cards start to fan around everywhere leaving trails of geometry (hard to describe). Faces seem to try to pop out of all of confusion for a second here or there but nothing takes a real form and it is hard to focus.
Suddenly I have feeling that I am in a room, or looking into a room, as I am flowing/falling/spiraling through this tunnel. In this room I see mostly the same patterns, textures and craziness that I was previously witnessing accept something started to pop out. It was almost like those 3d books that you look at for long enough and you see a boat. Well, some clownish/jesterish/trickster (not only by the look, but I felt that it was a jokester of sorts) was showing me the craziest card tricks you could imagine. Everytime one would finish the cards would fly around the room at impossible speeds leaving trails and then recollecting as they did another trick. After about 4 tricks it was hard to watch, because I had no clue what on earth it was doing.
I was then in a white room, sort of grid-like, and I was something very small. Maybe a child? Maybe just me but this room was huge? There was a giant form made of shadow, it was not a form like a human, much more alien but no fine details. It was looking down at me like it was getting sick of me being there, or maybe it was just annoyed about whatever it was working on and taking it out on me. He seemed busy so I felt I should go.
At this point there was a face that started to take up my entire focus and it was radiating geometrical patterns of many colors. Mainly blue and yellow I think. I felt it telling me to come with it, but I felt nervous and it went away. After it left I could feel that it was showing me this next room.
An amazonian looking rain forest was right in front of me. I was at the edge of it, and the wormhole/vortex/tunnel I was in. I could choose to go further into it but I for some reason just watched it for a second, and it passed. As it faded I saw faces that looked tribal and I cannot say much more about that (very brief glimpses).
Again, my entire focus and vision is taken up by the previous entity that asked me to come. This time it is vibrating something like thoughts or words into my head telling me to get inside of it. I literally told it, "Nah, I am good.". Again it asked me to get inside of it and I refused. It vanished, and I sat up and grabbed a cig.
I know this all sounds crazy, but this is what I remember even though it was over very quick. Maybe 3 minutes total. I did not break through, as I was very aware of my body in my bed and my breathing. Anyway, I will write another report when I feel it is time to enter again. Maybe next time I will not be such a wimp.