Truly, you are correct, I feel, that with others experience, DMT, for myself at least, is not yet something I want to trifle with, I think the beginning of my journey, was when I first smoked weed, and I felt as if some other entity/feeling that wasn’t my own, was attempting to pull my soul out of my body, but since it wasn’t my first time doing it, I did not accept what it had in store causing a “bad trip” or “greening out” whatever you like to call it. And I feel that I need to use something like psilocybin to enduce a happy experience with phsycaldellics, to allow for my subconscious mind to change the memory, of how we’d affected me, because I feel That last experiences with any drug, alchohol, weed, DMT, whatever drug you did first, and the outcome, if it was positive or negative, has a subconscious effect on what other drugs do also.
My reasoning behind this, is because when I did 2 points of MDMA or 0.2 grams, when I first felt the drug coming on, it put me into the same mind frame I had with weed, and at first my experience was not enjoyable. From what I can tell from the trip reports I’ve watched/read/heard, it sounds like however your view, like your actual spiritual opinion, not what your ego says, is how the DMT shows itself to you, bad vibes=bad time.
It’s all in your head..... isn’t that kind of ironic? Because I find that almost a bit comical, because you think you know how you feel, but until you do DMT, your ego, clouds your true judgement of reality.
Maybe that’s why we do DMT, we want the real answer, be it good or bad, and we accept it, because it is what it is.