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#1 Posted : 11/23/2018 1:23:10 AM

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So I have smoked DMT multiple times, every time I have experienced this bad trip of never coming back and being stuck in it. IT is extremely intense and didn't give me the chance to let go. One time I remember being in an empty "room" and seeing a very negative ball of energy in the corner of the room. Every time, I was convinced that there is something wrong and I need to find out, until I came out of the trip fully, where it's easy to dismiss.

I have also had these visions of Someone walking from my left peripheral with paper in their hand, as well as someone coming from the right. I had this vision after smoking a bowl about 2 weeks ago and trying to go to sleep, accompanied by mild chest pains. This happened when I've done 2cb, smoked weed and on acid at least 20 times over the course of 6 years. Only when I close my eyes. The same exact feeling I have felt in the trip when i've broken through. They are invasive visions, which won't go away until I either come down or open my eyes and watch TV or something.

For the last year or so I have been having chest pains and a cough. Doctors kept telling me "it's fine, you're too young to have cancer blah blah blah." I have been to the doctor and ER at least 5 times with these symptoms, they have given me a chest xray, ekg etc. Nothing came up, "it's just your anxiety". I finally decided to tell them to "take me fucking seriously." Finally, I had a CT scan ordered. I went for the CT scan and got a call yesterday telling me I have very small nodules in my right lung. I have an appointment waiting to see a lung specialist.

I am praying it's not cancer of any sorts and the size of the nodules shouldn't cause these symptoms, but my "visions" do not help reassure me.

Hope I don't die lol. I just met the love of my life and life is going great.

Let this post be documentation of what happens next. I will update you guys over time.



**EDIT: Rereading my previous threads.. This is getting scary. I really hope I am ok.
 

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#2 Posted : 11/23/2018 4:14:39 AM

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Good luck and stay positive.

There may be something to what you perceive, but that doesn't mean the worst.

I suggest you keep your mind focused on what you want, not on what you don't want.
 
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#3 Posted : 11/23/2018 8:05:11 AM

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Good luck and fingers crossed! You did the right thing by getting a scan as soon as possible!
 
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#4 Posted : 11/23/2018 9:49:01 AM

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This will probably come from a very unpopular angle here, yet it is we who would discern that your vision was rather auspicious and not a bad experience even tho it may have felt very difficult and contracting.

In our sannnnnd pathways and some our elder bros' mapping of hyperspace it is being said that 0ne(1) our bad entities (deveil, demon and Gin, created from smokeless fire) tries inspire ppl with expansion followed by contraction but the angelic experience, or the divine inspiration starts with contraction and is followed by expansion......we would not mention that if you had not already have a glance at the honourable scribes. Also jail can be a pathway to stop drinking and practicing Khalwa, and the nodules and discomfort in the chest might just be scar tissue after all...for which the silk worm has come up with a medicine It can reduce INTERNAL scar tissue. then.....the dark energy is prolly stuff that you covered up, thats why watching TV makes the sensation go away

 
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#5 Posted : 11/23/2018 9:13:22 PM

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I have a strong recommendation for you O.P. Stop thinking that something bad is coming in your life! You have to start thinking positively! It's really important!

I feel that we create our reality, including diseases, and it starts with our thoughts and emotions. My thinking is that if you think that something bad is going to happen to you then you will create this bad thing in your life. It is inevitable that this will happen if you get stuck in thinking a certain way. Whereas if you think positive, you are already beginning healing.

I feel that you can heal yourself with positivity. Laughter is very important. You have to keep your heart light in this world. Try and not weigh yourself down with thoughts that do not serve you. If you find out that you have cancer, do everything you can to remain positive. You may be able to curtail any serious illnesses with a positive outlook.

I saw a movie called 'The Guitar'. Spoiler alert if you would like to watch it.


So in this movie this lady loses her job, her boyfriend leaves her and her doctor tells her she has like three months to live. She goes home and is sitting there crying and freaking out. Then suddenly she stops, gets up and walks out of her apartment, leaving all her belongings behind. She then proceeds to max out credit cards to buy everything she ever wanted, including a cool guitar. She pretty much does whatever she wants for three months. Three months pass and she is not any sicker, in fact she feels good. She goes back to the doctor, they complete some tests and find that she no longer has tumors and that that cancer is completely gone.

It may be just a movie but I think it illustrates my point to a certain extent. She changed her life and thinking so much that the disease no longer recognized the host. I have heard other such real life cases of healing through positive thought. I don't think it is something you can measure. It can be written of as mumbo jumbo maybe, however I feel that is faulty thinking. Laughter is medicine. Remaining positive does heal. Perhaps this is a chance to really change for the positive! In our greatest struggles in life, can be our greatest teachers!
"The soul becomes dyed with the color of its thoughts." ~Marcus Aurelius
 
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#6 Posted : 11/29/2018 1:14:20 PM

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It's serious. But it's energy. There's 2 things I have to say

Ur mind easily tries to explain it by biological means. But before we get there we need to further our psychobiological knowledge to connect it via any biological means. I advise to stop thinking in terms of biological.

Luckily,

It is simply an energy blockade of sorts. All you need to do is look at it. Inspect and unravel the energy.
To look away or to ignore or or to replace it with positivity is only going to bring anxiety.

Buddha said the way out of suffering is to face the suffering. Something of the sorts. I think this applies well here too. Smile good luckaz

 
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#7 Posted : 11/29/2018 2:20:30 PM

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Infectedstyle wrote:
...To look away or to ignore or or to replace it with positivity is only going to bring anxiety.


I feel you missed my point entirely with this statement. I never said ignore or replace anything. Yes you have to deal with suffering. But after you see it is there.. you do not have to dwell in it. Accept whatever it is that is causing you grief... but move on with a positive attitude as best you can. This is not 'rose colored glasses'. I certainly wouldn't recommend ignorance to anyone. So I disagree with you and I stand by my advice.
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#8 Posted : 11/29/2018 2:44:02 PM

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Ur right. That was indirectly aimed at the initial content of ur post. But not literally aimed just to you. anyway, Due to time issues, I glanced over the entirety of ur post Dmstr8. After reading your reaction and reading ur message entirely it is damn clear that you do not talk about flowering negative reality with positivity. but rather, facing the negative with a positive outlook, amiright. which is a good message ofcourse. All respect.

I feel associated with the OP's sentiment in that after seeing things on DMT I had start to think I had chest cancer. Which I had not. But a lot of chest pains non-theless. Just after traveling into the body and zooming in to what seems like cellular level. And seeing some horrific figures crying out for help. Something about localizing this in the body makes me think of cancer. Or perhaps the beginning stages. Somewhere far deeper than doctors can localize with scans. Maybe even the subtle body (from buddhism). but that is pure conjecture at this point,

On the other hand, Why I hammer a little on facing the emotions full-on. I heared Dr Gabor Maté in a online lecture speak about curing cases of developed cancer with shamans. In his words, the emotion of cancer is an anger that is trapped in the body and pent up in a lump. When the anger is faced and worked through the cancer is solved according to his well-respected account. this is probably why i even mention it. I understand that this is a far stretch and OP certainly doesn't have cancer. Butsomething to think about non-theless.

Anyway, ttyl, if you feel the need to converse i'll be back here by next week. byee

 
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#9 Posted : 12/3/2018 4:34:32 PM

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I also re-read some of your experience reports, and the themes seem to be recurring. As @DmnStr8 said, positivity is very important. You should change your life, seriously. Not wait for a potential doom in fear, but rather work to change the things you know pull you down, and find in what direction your true bliss pulls you.

Love, man. Smile
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#10 Posted : 12/5/2018 5:09:23 PM

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Intezam wrote:
This will probably come from a very unpopular angle here, yet it is we who would discern that your vision was rather auspicious and not a bad experience even tho it may have felt very difficult and contracting.

In our sannnnnd pathways and some our elder bros' mapping of hyperspace it is being said that 0ne(1) our bad entities (deveil, demon and Gin, created from smokeless fire) tries inspire ppl with expansion followed by contraction but the angelic experience, or the divine inspiration starts with contraction and is followed by expansion......we would not mention that if you had not already have a glance at the honourable scribes. Also jail can be a pathway to stop drinking and practicing Khalwa, and the nodules and discomfort in the chest might just be scar tissue after all...for which the silk worm has come up with a medicine It can reduce INTERNAL scar tissue. then.....the dark energy is prolly stuff that you covered up, thats why watching TV makes the sensation go away




Whoa dude..
 
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#11 Posted : 12/5/2018 5:11:58 PM

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Thanks for the kind words fellas!
 
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#12 Posted : 12/7/2018 10:50:50 AM

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DmnStr8 wrote:
I have a strong recommendation for you O.P. Stop thinking that something bad is coming in your life! You have to start thinking positively! It's really important!

I feel that we create our reality, including diseases, and it starts with our thoughts and emotions. My thinking is that if you think that something bad is going to happen to you then you will create this bad thing in your life. It is inevitable that this will happen if you get stuck in thinking a certain way. Whereas if you think positive, you are already beginning healing.


I agree with the other posters, maintain a positive mental attitude, nothing constructive will come from constant negativity. Instead, try to integrate this negative experience and learn from it. Turn it into a positive.

Personally, I don't believe in bad trips. I'd hate to project onto your experience, which as philosophers would say I cannot truely know, but could it be that this experience was menacing due to the fact that learning this information about your lung has been a "negative" experience? Hence the feelings during the trip? Maybe it was your body telling you something?

As previously stated, if this is a recurring theme you should be doing some work on it. Find out why and make changes. I doubt it would hurt to re-x your DMT in the meantime just in case...
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#13 Posted : 12/8/2018 10:19:55 AM

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DmnStr8 is right on the money. Take his advice and your life will take a turn for the better. It is no use worrying about things beyond your control.

On a more practical note, small nodules in the lung are very common. They can arise from a number of different causes including chicken pox scars on the lungs from a long forgotten childhood episode. Lung biopsies are fairly high risk procedures and are not undertaken lightly. In the most likely scenario, all your doctor will recommend is another scan in say 6 months time or so to see if there has been any change. It is of no benefit to you to worry yourself sick in that period of time.
 
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#14 Posted : 12/8/2018 6:12:41 PM

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Good luck and best wishes OP!

I would say try to find some natural medicine thats known to help prevent/combat cancer and implement it into your daily life.

Couldnt hurt.
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