reesedxg wrote: I have read "if you have to ask, you didn't break through." However I seen many small yellow aliens riding school buses, I don't remember talking to them but they all had cartoonish smiles and were looking at me circling me extremely fast. From what I have read this falls into the breakthrough to DMT land.
Yea from what I gather, you didn't break through. At least by the terminology I adhere to. The term breakthrough is used rather liberally, and personal experiences do vary a great deal.
reesedxg wrote:I shot out of a rocket ship, I met aliens. However they were not showing me or enlightening me at all. Which was what I was expecting with a breakthrough.
Yea the aliens don't give a damn about you. And having expectations about the breakthrough is a bad idea in general.
reesedxg wrote:I am also kind of skeptical this was a breakthrough as it was my first time taking DMT. I read it takes many times to breakthrough, however with this being an above average dose I may actually have.
It doesn't take many times, it takes courage, a high dose, and a sound delivery method. Apparently snorting didn't result in a fast enough absorption.
reesedxg wrote:I'm not sure if it was the above average dose, the fact I snorted it, the fact I was alone, or just DMT doesn't react well with me but it was not an enjoyable experience.
Okay look, being in severe pain while on psychedelics is going to leave its mark on the experience. That's just common sense. It's like you'd say you jumped from a tall cliff into the ocean, broke your arm, consequently had a horrible time, so you wonder if swimming in the ocean is somehow incompatible with your mindset. It's probably not, just don't break your arm while getting there. Doing that will surely ruin your day.
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