I know the title might sound as if I went bananas recently yet I believe that's not the case. I'd greatly appreciate if you tell me what you think.

I've used DMT only periodically, like once per week and found myself having some recurring visions in my last trips.

One of them would be about being told and showed that it's time to prepare for an early death in my physical life.

* I do a practice stage at a hospital with old and terminally ill people who are on the verge of dying and that might influence my subconscious, yet, nonetheless, I'm quite worried due to the authenticity of the feelings delivered through the trips. *

In the DMT world, I encounter more and more upset entities who treat me with an attitude like: ''ugh I don't want to see this guy again, why he's back?''

I love DMT because it helps me love and appreciate life so much more. I'm thankful and way more passionate about everything. I respect it and consider it my biggest spiritual teacher.

Yet I'm left puzzled, why more and more entities don't want to see me and warn me that my end is near?

I have a strong gut feeling about the death warning and that's the most worrying for me.

Positive vibes for all of you! Thank you!

I wouldn't worry about it or put to much energy or thought into these thoughts/ideas. You can't really say with 100% certitude anyhow.

Personally speaking I'd just continue on living your life and trying to be a good human, that's never a bad route to go I don't think.

First, I'll say that feelings that death is close or that there is no return ticket are common, but generally, landing back perfectly fine shows you it was a trick.
Now your case is a little different, but the details you gave from your activity daily and the fact that you get less and less welcome in hyperspace is a good sign that this is to make you take a break and integrate in my opinion.

Could also be a possible encouragelent to change set and settings, intentions.
It's hard to get consistent effect with those molecules, so for exemple I'd do either a break or explore while leaving this magnific tool that is dmt for a while. (maybe while doing "clean up" in different aspect of life, and also why not dieting on harmalas brew, maybe few mushrooms to synergize the harmalas, in order to still carry on working but not being in the exact same space and same entities that you encounter.
That's just very subjective suggestions, and what I would do if I were in your shoes.

Thanks for sharing and take care !
PS: Of course if you're too worry, you could still do medical check up or consult to try to find out if there are some wicknesses or disease you could be aware of.

I appreciate your responses very much and your suggestions are definetely comforting!

Thank you YUPII!

Don't take the beings seriously when they do this. They love to give premonitions and focus on the negative to scare people, which is why Spice has such a fearsome reputation. I once took them at their word, that they were spirits or something, but realistically I think aliens make a more parsimonious explanation. Why would a universe with such nice sensible laws of physics bother making demons to prowl around the edges and bother the drug users? A degenerate high-tech civilization (think the movie Idiocracy!) would do just as well. You can call me a kook, but I'm increasingly convinced these guys are some kind of extraterrestrial intelligence whose moral sensibilities would not pass medical ethics review on Earth.

The only way we'll ever know is if we somehow build our own hyperdrive. If we did that, I suspect we'd find confirmation of the many worlds of quantum mechanics. Every possible timeline already exists, which means you have lots of futures in which you die soon, and loads of others that let you live far longer. No worries. If you ever happen to get yourself a hyperdrive, do the rest of us a favor and tell our uninvited timelord houseguests to stop bothering humanity.

I told them I wanted to get a really big particle accelerator to come and get them the other night, and they freaked out and sent me to some unspeakable mind-dungeon. That seems like a good sign.

Beatriz, please post more. That was brilliant! ^

Keep calm ANDEI. There are three possible explanations to your experience.

The first is that it's just your fears materialized. I think the rejection you got from the beings kinda supports this, as it's a feeling that I know from more depressed and anxious moments in my waking life, only projected onto actual human beings. Later I learned it was completely unfounded in reality.

The second is that you did commune with beings outside yourself, but they were just messing with you.

The third is that these beings actually are capable of perceiving your future or your lifespan, and were telling the truth. However, in this case, it might be possible that a "short while" for them actually means something like 85 earth years.

So no need to panic at all.

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I love your style, Beatriz, but am not sure I agree with your conclusions.

I mean, what even is the definition of "spirit", so we could say "we don't believe in them"? I'd say that "aliens" (similar biological, tool-using beings that evolved similarly to us on a planet similar to ours) is as much a primitive hairless ape concept as "spirit". I'm convinced reality is extremely weird, and if we do set Occam's razor aside (which we already did have to do, in order to not dismiss your explanation), it's quite possible that entities we might encounter this way, if exist, then exist in a quite fundamentally different way compared to out existence...

So... "spirits", "faeries", "great old ones", call them what we will. Things fundamentally unlike, and yet hauntingly familiar to us.

Some good advice on this thread , Never take what they do or say too seriously. I don't think they know English anyway .
The whole thing can be a house of mirrors.

If i were you and was receiving these messages, I'd come to the following conclusions: 1, that my fear of death is manifesting in my psychedelic trips affecting them negatively and i need to look at that. 2, angry entities not happy at my emergence into hyperspace would tell me that I'm not getting anything out of my trips other than tripping and it's become a fancy gilded drug diversion, a baroque mental cartoon.

This kinda thing happened to me a few times and I realized I was just tripping.
In my case it was all in my head.