Thanks everyone! With the age thing, I know it probably isn't the best idea to do this at (practically 1
and I know I do have a lot of time later in life but I do enjoy experimenting with psychedelics now and it has really changed me for the better. I want to keep building myself as a person and I feel that at my age there's also more room for development.
I said I would update how things went after reading the help from this forum so here goes:
I was kind of high which I feel did take from the experience a little bit but I think it actually also made things nicer. I meditated a little bit and took 10mg, I felt really euphoric and happy and just amazing. Better than my first experience with 10mg.
I then meditated again and went for 20mg. Last time I did that I didn't really feel euphoric at all, just anxiety but this time I felt a lot more comfortable and I also had someone with me which really did help. It wasn't intense though, and felt less like DMT and more like being really really high on weed. Visuals were pretty weak, only some blurry closed eye ones but mentally it really was positive! I didn't feel any other 'presence' like I have before though.
I hope it wasn't just positive because I was a little high. I'll stay in the 20mg range until I feel fully comfortable. Thanks for all the help guys! I was actually planning to try to break through before posting here and I think it would have been pretty horrible so love you all