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JerrySeinfeld
#1 Posted : 7/15/2018 8:14:05 PM

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Hey everyone. Glad to be in a place with like minded individuals. Here's my trajectory in to all of this:

I had maybe 4 or 5 ignorant experiences with mushrooms as a teenager and in to my early 20s. The typical, mild hallucinations, half in half out, uncomfortable experiences with the exception of one or two. I didnt really like the "grip" it would induce on me.

Well fast forward to 2016 and I was hit by a driver while leaving the gym on my motorcycle. I was given Ketamine during the initial ER operation. It really threw me though a loop because I felt like I had arrived to what was the real reality and I was completely happy feeling like I was back to somewhere I knew I was really meant to exist, or had existed many times before. I wont go in to the details, but its been 2 years of the hardest healing journey. Mentally and physically. But, not even once when I was laying on the ground looking at my bones, did I wish it didnt happen. Being tested to the extreme is ok with me.

Through all of this, i began researching and seeking alternative healing methods. I came upon Ayahuasca, and of course, subsequently DMT.

Having sworn off drugs for the most part, I was apprehensive. But after getting nearly 7g of N,N (i wanted to stock up to learn to navigate and heal), I felt that if I could handle the things I already had been through, I could withstand 5-10 minutes even if it was a nightmare.

I spent a few days eating right (pretty easy since im a fitness professional) and being mindful. Taking care of myself, my space, and other people. I wanted to make sure I was ok with myself so that I would be able to handle any negative thoughts and take them with a grain a salt, knowing deep down that whatever I was projecting, was probably minor.

I had my fiance around but largely wanted to do it on my own since I didnt want outside influence of a pair of eyes grilling me. I layed in the hammock under our two trees and took a very large hit from my bong.

After laying back and focusing on my breathing, I felt everything melt and morph away. I wouldnt consider it a breakthrough experience, but it was strong enough. I immediately felt like trees communicated "He's finally here, lets get to work." And in some abstract way I felt like I was being beamed with energy and healing. It was pretty cathartic and what I was hoping for.

I waited a couple hours and decided to try again, going for a larger dose and help it as long as possible. I also am not sure I had a full breakthrough the second time, but I remember getting to the same point as the first. I felt like I was rocketing toward a point, but slowed down and felt like I didnt fully reach the destination. But after a small amount of time, I felt like I was propelled further and thought "ohhh here we go!" I felt like I was met with an entity that was again beaming me. But I was so disoriented that we werent lining up. Like if someone was trying to shine a flashlight on your face and you kept looking every other way to avoid it. I also felt like this entity was saying "look, hey, look here" "its ok, just look here" and then I finally did, and I was being directly blasted with symbols, healing, and information that sort of looked like Aztec writing or symbols. It was pretty glorious.

At one point my eyes drifted open, and everything around me was so fractal like looking through a broken mirror that the entity said "no dont do that." Like in the Matrix if you unplug while still being inside. So I closed my eyes again and continued receiving whatever it was that was being given.

Its been a couple weeks since then and it, of course, is so much to think about. Yesterday, I felt confident enough to do 3.5 grams of mushrooms (liquid psilocybin extract). It was great because you dont get nauseas from your body dealing with the plant matter/spores. Its a smooth come up. I felt like it was a first step on a journey that I would need to continue. I remember thinking I felt like I needed to repartition myself. That I had a lot of reorganizing to do. The trip wasnt 100% positive but after the accident, I knew to let in and confront whatever I was feeling instead of resisting it. It didnt get me down or make it bad, just felt like a step that had to be accepted and worked on.

Im really relieved that I have been able to take these journeys and know that its really ok if respected and done right. For years I was bummed that I felt like it was no good for me.

My next step is to make Changa. I have the freebase, and powdered B Caapi, as well as powdered MHRB. If I can throw a question at the end of this, just given the freebase and powdered Caapi, whats the easiest and most straight forward way to make Changa? Ive seen so many different things on it, im just not sure how to approach.


Thanks for reading!
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#2 Posted : 7/15/2018 8:25:41 PM

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What was the DMT pure in the bong, maybe sandwich method? How much did you take?
 
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#3 Posted : 7/15/2018 8:30:55 PM

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I used 50mg of 96% pure N,N. As it was my first time, I didnt have good technique with the lighter. I put the dose on a bowl of weed ash. I didnt put anything on top of it.

I think the second trip I did 60m, but mostly held it in until I couldnt any longer.
 
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Thank you for sharing. I enjoyed reading that. The psychedelic experience, when viewed within the context of our journey and struggles, is a beautiful thing. Smile
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#5 Posted : 7/16/2018 1:55:53 AM

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Thank you Smile

I feel as if there is plenty more to work on, like i only took the first few steps and saw through an open door. Im looking forward to walking right through it.
 
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#6 Posted : 7/16/2018 5:25:03 AM

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I like you am a fitness professional and find that DMT allows us to look at clients in a different way. it allows us to understand the struggle they are going through better and to be a better coach. welcome to the nexus! thanks for sharing Smile
 
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#7 Posted : 7/16/2018 7:03:42 AM

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Bluehappy wrote:
I like you am a fitness professional and find that DMT allows us to look at clients in a different way. it allows us to understand the struggle they are going through better and to be a better coach. welcome to the nexus! thanks for sharing Smile


The fitness journey is more in the mind than anything, right? Stretching isnt really stretching muscles literally, its just teaching our mind what a safe position is over time.
So things like DMT and psychedelics allow us a better understanding of ourselves, and broaden our perception. I definitely find that it can give one better clarity and perspective on who we are. And if we're good at our job, we are directing our clients on choices, lifestyle habits, and confidence more than anything. To a lesser extent, we are shamans. So I feel like naturally bringing these hyperspace wisdoms to the table elevates our ability to facilitate that.
 
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#8 Posted : 7/16/2018 8:14:40 AM

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Thanks for sharing your experiences.

Maybe try putting some dmt in few mls acetone or ethanol, then add an identical amount of mullien or mint or some other easy smoking herb, mix it up, then dry it thoroughly... then smoke it. Thumbs up

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#9 Posted : 7/16/2018 4:55:28 PM

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Northerner wrote:
Thanks for sharing your experiences.

Maybe try putting some dmt in few mls acetone or ethanol, then add an identical amount of mullien or mint or some other easy smoking herb, mix it up, then dry it thoroughly... then smoke it. Thumbs up



Thats the plan, but ive read so many different things on the caapi part. Would I be able to just throw in an amount of powdered caapi to acetone as well? Do I have to do a full extraction with an herb percolator or will the acetone suffice?

Thanks!
 
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#10 Posted : 7/16/2018 8:17:55 PM

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Maybe leaving out the caapi to begin with and experiment with increasing doses of enhanced leaf measured with a .000 scale...perfecting technique with a bong...lie back eyes closed
 
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#11 Posted : 7/17/2018 3:46:37 AM

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Just for fun I imagined Jerry Seinfeld as the narrator when I read your post! Laughing

Great introduction and it sounds like you had some awesome experiences! Always nice to walk away from these experiences with some bit of empowerment.

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Check out the following links about changa:

https://www.dmt-nexus.me...t.aspx?g=topics&f=58

https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=46839

And some changa porn -> https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=27537
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#12 Posted : 7/17/2018 4:11:50 AM

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Thanks DmnStr8

I tried a a method I saw on here recently. I took dried peppermint and dmt, melted it using the hot water technique. Im curious about the loss of spice though since theres an amount stuck to the shot glass after cooling.
 
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JerrySeinfeld wrote:
Thanks DmnStr8

I tried a a method I saw on here recently. I took dried peppermint and dmt, melted it using the hot water technique. Im curious about the loss of spice though since theres an amount stuck to the shot glass after cooling.


I use Mullein as a base, some peppermint, blue lotus, and passionflower. I like the taste of it! I have tried several blends but this bland is my favorite. It is a smooth smoke for me.

Try making some enhanced leaf first. Take some freebase DMT and disolve it in some warm IPA. Add the blend of your choice, stir and allow it to dry completely. Load it up in the bong and enjoy!
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#14 Posted : 7/17/2018 4:45:51 AM

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Thanks for the info!

I re-read the tek for the warm water method and will probably use acetone to get the rest of the dried dmt off the shot glass.

Im about to try it out right now, but im taking a second to relax and clear my mind. Actually, im waiting for my headphones to charge to I can play some meditation music and drown out house noises, then ill take 10 minutes to breathe before I take off.

I do have powdered B Caapi and powdered MHRB to make a home brew, but when I get a little more experience Ill make a full Changa.
 
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#15 Posted : 7/17/2018 8:34:26 AM

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The spice left on the glass doesn't really matter if you use the same glass each time you make e-leaf
 
 
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