Electro Monk, your writing is very elegant, well-detailed and you express yourself very clearly, especially so if, as you say, English is not your first language.
I really appreciated reading this report of yours, so thank you.
And lastly, a little piece of advice from an old-timer who has been around the psychedelic block thousands of times, literally:
In my not-so-humble opinion, most people (when using/reporting on psychedelics) tend to emphasize the visual aspect of the experience which, I cannot argue, is incredibly intriguing and captivating. However, I feel that this aspect of psychedelic substances has been over-emphasized in many, if not most, (modern) cultures/circles/social networks and many of the other awe-inspiring, uplifting, terror-inducing and introspective aspects have been overlooked or even neglected, so to speak.
My point being that, just because you happen to be impaired in the visual department does not mean that you can't reap the benefits and side-effects of these powerful tools that we happen to have at our disposal.
May you find your Peace
Freedom's so hard
When we are all bound by laws
Etched in the scheme of nature's own hand
Unseen by all those who fail
In their pursuit of fate