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Enkidu.uzt
#1 Posted : 5/6/2018 9:37:54 PM

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Hey guys.

I posted this on shroomery but I really wanted to share it here as well in hopes maybe someone else will read it.

It is long.

For perspective, I did work my way up to this. I have done 5g, 7g, 10g, all dry, as well as eaten 140g fresh on an empty stomach before. Never in my life with my many many mushroom experiences did I have a bad trip.

What I experienced with this tea was far beyond even eating the 140g fresh in a way that the two experiences do not even compare whatsoever. If you do take the time to read, I appreciate it.

Thanks again,

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#2 Posted : 5/7/2018 4:32:57 AM

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Thanks for sharing. How is your reintegration going?

I have been stuck in hellish loops before with high doses and can relate to parts of what you posted.
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Enkidu.uzt
#3 Posted : 5/7/2018 3:22:43 PM

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Seems to be slow but sure.

Been a few days now and this morning I finally feel like maybe im getting back to normal.

I think part of the reason I needed to share and wanted to share was because this has been difficult for me to deal with alone.

Thank you so much for responding <3

Its like every response i get has helped me feel better about what I experienced..

Still piecing it all together..

Thanks again Love <3
 
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#4 Posted : 5/7/2018 7:19:49 PM
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Powerful powerful report Thumbs up

Yeah, so many of the realizations and feelings you'd mention resonate strongly. I've felt a good portion of those things. Really awesome and harrowing report

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#5 Posted : 5/7/2018 10:32:03 PM

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Slow is perfectly fine. It is what it is.

My experience was not as intense as yours, however from time to time I would remember the feeling of being stuck, and the memory was intense and disconcerting. This is OK too, over time it fades while at the same time one can begin to accept that it is.

I think excersise, getting fresh air, admiring the beauty of everything around us, and feeling gratitude of what we have now are good activities during this time (and all times really).

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Enkidu.uzt
#6 Posted : 5/9/2018 2:03:33 AM

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Thanks tatt. Really appreciate it. Makes me feel a lot better hearing people say they've experienced similar things.

Read the report love. Commented on it there because I felt it fit better.

Appreciate the advice and will be taking it.

Definitely still not feeling like myself and struggling to make sense of what happen and piece things together.

Trying to make sense of it but just coming up blank.

Probably just chill a bit and try not to think so much but I bet you already know what that's like trying not to think so much when it's so natural lol

Appreciate you guys <3
 
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#7 Posted : 5/9/2018 12:18:06 PM
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Enkidu.uzt wrote:

Definitely still not feeling like myself and struggling to make sense of what happen and piece things together.

Trying to make sense of it but just coming up blank.


A quote from a favorite read:

A book wrote:
It only makes sense
When we stop trying to make it make sense
Rest in undressed Being
Remembering to remember that
It and you have never been apart
Until only What-Really-Matters remains
Already perfectly dressed for the part
Too real to possess meaning
And the lovers die, die, die
Into a love beyond imagining
Crying out as one: Oh God God O God



Plotinus wrote:
We ought not even to say that he will see, but he will be that which he sees, if indeed it is possible any longer to distinguish between seer and seen



Thanks again for sharing a report like that. Take care

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#8 Posted : 5/9/2018 4:45:32 PM

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As has been said, you tell a powerful story.

I have many thoughts, but I will note only this part:

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"After this experience I have never in my life been more happy and grateful and thankful to be here. To be alive. I feel as if everything I see and experience should be embraced and loved as the most precious of gifts. I am so thankful for everything and everyone... I learned how much I love everyone and everything... I feel the desire to live my life to the fullest. To explore. To do all the things I thought I had lost the chance to do... My family.. My friends.. Create a family of my own.. Explore this beautiful world I was born into...

I do not know the meaning. I do not have any answers.

Explore. Love others. Love life. Enjoy what has been offered to you. I am thankful you are here. I am thankful I am here. Accept things as they are, accept things as they come. Breath, relax, and laugh, endlessly...."


Perhaps you can lean most heavily on your very own words and what you learned, as you integrate. I have a feeling the teachers were more successful than you might yet realize.

Love.
Love life.
Love yourself.
Love each other.

If nothing else, you left me with a smile as I finished reading.

With all respect and gratitude for telling us what happened.
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"No, they never did turn me into a toad." - Pete (O Brother, Where Art Thou?)
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Enkidu.uzt
#9 Posted : 5/9/2018 8:30:59 PM

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Thank you tatt <3 I appreciate you sharing with me as well.

Thank you Sunny, you're right, I should take what I learned from the experience and apply it. Made me smile as soon as i read you had <3

Thanks again for reading and commenting guys

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