Similar with Alan Watts, Zen and lucid dreaming, I have heared about the kundalini awaking but didn't pay attention to it, till now, since I am part of this community.... and wow, I am learning so much from you guys. I am integrating all of my previous and actual experiences and realize that there are names and concepts for these phenomenoms and that other people have similar experiences. I am really grateful, it seems like it is ment to be like this.
My awakening happend around 14 years ago and I had difficulties for the next years dealing with the experience. There was no one to talk about it, no one I could tell what I experience(d). On one hand I felt alone and was scared to go insane and on the other hand my "core" was full of love and trust, but I felt in inbalance and confused, I didn't know how to cope with it, I didn't know that there is something like an awakening at all. Since then new realms of reality opened up and I had the impression to interact with hyperspatial energy but didn't believe in it, I tried to neglect this idea because it seemed just so psychotic and this scared me. During this time I was doing university and had a small job and although I was super confused I was able to "function" on this level.
Nevertheless I didn't stop taking tryptamines and all I wanted was to live a "normal" life and be a "normal tripper" (like what I thought of being normal) but the experiences just revealed the same mysterium again and again. Because I was afraid and closed myself up I often ended up in a lost space of confusion and uncertainity, a space of believes and fear, thus I had to make the desicion clear: "Go with the mysterium or leave it!" It just teared me up and I would really go insane.
This was the moment of my awakening, when I fully opend up, when I left my believes about reality, about myself behind, when I started to trust the mysterium, when I started to trust and be myself, when I decided to stay, regardless of what is coming.
Dr. Mellon wrote:An awakened kundalini is kinda like yur tripping all the time.
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Colors are richer, shadows darker, contrast is higher, the world is a bit more colorful, senses are heightened.
.. also the vibration of materia shows up. (see my introduction post)
tseuq wrote:Therefore, I can only move in this world as fast as I can focus my attention. The moment is infinite, I am the moment. As human being, I experience infinity with my awareness, thereby, the higher my frequency (the awake moments) to slower time moves. I am such a high frequency that I can see sound, the vibrations of the atoms and experience the space inbetween, I am the hyperspace. Eventhough time is standing still, in my human form I can only reduce the speed of time with my awareness to a minimum.
tseuq wrote:I am stuck in the peak and don't drop out anymore.
Dr. Mellon wrote:Since my kundalini awakening, I have lost interest in psychedelics coz it's like I'm already tripping all the time.
I had a similar thought but I am still very interested and engaged, even more than before, in psychedelics. What changed is my perspective on them and what and how I experience during the trip. Since I fully open up and be part of the ongoing mysterium I experience new potentials of the trips and thus in my "daily life".
tseuq wrote:Global wrote: Attention becomes synonymous with hyperspatial energy.
It appears to me, that
this and
its power are infinite.
d-T-r wrote: The idea is to have your head in the clouds and your feet on the ground.
General Gypsy wrote:Now my world is alive, I feel life all around me, energy flows through me. And yes the world is far more vivid, not because I am hallucinating, but because I am alive, truly alive and in touch with myself, my soul and my energy.
Namaste *bow*
tseuq
Everything's sooo peyote-ful..