I made some changa using b. caapi leaves, chacruna, ground up syrian rue seeds, and blue lotus stamens. I dissolved a few pulls of goo with grain alcohol, then soaked the leaves in the solution, let dry, smoked a few bowls in a GVG of it today, nothing, just a stomach and headache. Tincture made of the same stuff/goo worked well loaded straight into a GVG, so IDK....? What could that mean, not enough of a goo/leaves ratio? It seems to be a good bit, I am so confused about that...
Meditate before you venture, take it seriously, use it as medicinal—it is good psychotherapy if needed. Realize that you, the Earth, others, and the Universe are all one and the same process. Then take that knowledge back to become, as you already are, one with nature. Eternity in every moment. Divinity in every particle. All is one organism.