Hey man
Yeah i can relate to what your saying. I noticed more aware and observer type of mode happening simultaneously as my thoughts and emotions would arise. I pay more attention to what is happening inside and out side and take great care not to react hasty and without care for others.
I have learned not to take everything so seriously.
I was never a frequent cannabis smoker but that i came to find out is do to stuff being really shitty quality around where i live. I have smoked quite different strains in Amsterdam and must say that that was light years beyond what you can get here and i sometimes miss it.
That was spectacular stuff and results where so positive and uplifting and with so much laughter and insight it was like smoking for the first time
Entheogens are definitely more up my alley and i have had such profound experiences and lasting changes for better in my opinion. It opened my heart and made me realize i must be the change and share love and positive energy no matter how new age and hippy it may sound to others.
Be better version of your self each day love and enjoy this gift of life and know your are, was and always will be IT.
˝What you are is this deep deep thing...and you love to play.˝ - ?