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cellux
#21 Posted : 7/20/2009 8:12:30 AM

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Hooray, you're back. (I thought this was a one-time spark and you would disappear forever.)

For me, making a gateway means something like this: through direct experience, have a firm faith in Heaven (God), and then - through the use of this wisdom and the resulting compassion - descend into and become one with the current, filthy, downgraded, hated, denied materialistic world (this requires an ability to hold two conflicting opposites - the poles of duality - at the same time in one's mind without one of them annihilating the other, as it usually happens). When this process is complete, the "healthy juices" of Heaven can "flow" into the fallen "Earth-body" through the human being who acts as a gateway between the two worlds. This brings a revitalizing force to Earth which causes it to slowly recover and step by step awaken from its narcosis. As more and more people do this, Heaven becomes less and less heavenly, and Earth becomes less and less earthly, right until duality disappears and reunion is established. That's the essence of my dream.
 

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cellux
#22 Posted : 7/20/2009 8:31:53 AM

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Regarding the guardian of the gateway, I found this excerpt from Rudolf Steiner:

http://uncletaz.com/doppel.html
 
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#23 Posted : 7/20/2009 3:55:04 PM

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pinklight wrote:
Hi everyone. Great site, just discovered it recently, some interesting posts here. I would like to share a first DMT experience but the word count is actually sitting at 3575 words. Is this too much to post here? If so, any suggestions on how to share it? Thank you.


I see you already posted, and that's fine.

Another way to do it is simply to attach a .txt or .doc file to your post. The way you did it is fine though.
The Spice extends life
The Spice expands consciousness
The Spice is vital for space travel
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#24 Posted : 7/20/2009 4:44:16 PM

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That was an awesome report it felt extremely familiar like I was there before. Thank you for sharing this.
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#25 Posted : 7/21/2009 3:38:29 AM

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Very good, well explained. Nice to say at least.

The awaited day will come.
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pinklight
#26 Posted : 11/25/2009 12:15:49 AM
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cellux wrote:
Hooray, you're back. (I thought this was a one-time spark and you would disappear forever.)

For me, making a gateway means something like this: through direct experience, have a firm faith in Heaven (God), and then - through the use of this wisdom and the resulting compassion - descend into and become one with the current, filthy, downgraded, hated, denied materialistic world (this requires an ability to hold two conflicting opposites - the poles of duality - at the same time in one's mind without one of them annihilating the other, as it usually happens). When this process is complete, the "healthy juices" of Heaven can "flow" into the fallen "Earth-body" through the human being who acts as a gateway between the two worlds. This brings a revitalizing force to Earth which causes it to slowly recover and step by step awaken from its narcosis. As more and more people do this, Heaven becomes less and less heavenly, and Earth becomes less and less earthly, right until duality disappears and reunion is established. That's the essence of my dream.


How funny, I revisited this post to link it to someone I know and read this comment again, at the time I didnt really get it, but wow.. I have just been reading 'lifting the veil of duality', a book that explains much of your dream. It IS the purpose of why we are here, among other things of course, but I'm seeing now that it is a souls goal to re-connect the seperation they experienced when coming to this earth in these bodies, a seperation we forget, the process of awakening is more a process of remembering, the spice is certainly a gateway towards that.. wow its making even more sense as I type this ha ha!

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#27 Posted : 11/25/2009 5:46:15 AM

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THIS THREAD IS AMAZING.


Pinklight. Thank you for starting it, AND unburying it.
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#28 Posted : 11/25/2009 7:44:18 AM

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Thanks for that read! Understanding hyperspace little by little ^__^
 
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#29 Posted : 11/25/2009 12:25:08 PM

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WOW! Amazing! So many parts that my alien friend resonates with. The alien tells me that what is similar in his trips is that the entities do say that there is some things that you can only know in that dimension. He feels that they are guardians of the veil in a way and that they go back in time and erase all the thoughts and information that you aren't allowed to have in this dimension. Some times they will mess with him and he will be like "Oh yeah...holy shit!" Then they go and erase that thought. Then he remembers again, just to have it erased again. Then they clown him like "Oh yeah you wanted to remember eh?....Well now you do. OOp No you don't" It's really quite comical.

The alien is actually starting to remember more and more of his experiences but he thinks it's kind of frustrating that he can't bring it all back. Although when he is there he actually will remember other parts of his other experiences just as you said.

The alien believes that it isn't that time doesn't exist there but that it is a flip side of our space/time dimension called time/space as David Wilcock talks about where time is actually 3 dimensional and space is more fixed because in there, here is everywhere. The entities are able to move in 3 dimensions of time so in a way time is irrelevant.

The alien believes that the realm that the elves dwell in might possibly be 6th density time/space and that they are guardians to the gateway to intelligent infinity (7th density) where the veil is fully lifted. The alien belives that there are infinite states of consciousness/frequency that exist beyond the gateway or crown chakra, and that this is what drugs do is allow these frequencies to flow through the gateway of the crown chakra so that they are visible to the 3rd eye and or other energy centers.

Great job in articulating your experience.
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pinklight
#30 Posted : 11/25/2009 7:49:54 PM
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logos2012 wrote:
WOW! Amazing! So many parts that my alien friend resonates with. The alien tells me that what is similar in his trips is that the entities do say that there is some things that you can only know in that dimension. He feels that they are guardians of the veil in a way and that they go back in time and erase all the thoughts and information that you aren't allowed to have in this dimension. Some times they will mess with him and he will be like "Oh yeah...holy shit!" Then they go and erase that thought. Then he remembers again, just to have it erased again. Then they clown him like "Oh yeah you wanted to remember eh?....Well now you do. OOp No you don't" It's really quite comical.

The alien is actually starting to remember more and more of his experiences but he thinks it's kind of frustrating that he can't bring it all back. Although when he is there he actually will remember other parts of his other experiences just as you said.

The alien believes that it isn't that time doesn't exist there but that it is a flip side of our space/time dimension called time/space as David Wilcock talks about where time is actually 3 dimensional and space is more fixed because in there, here is everywhere. The entities are able to move in 3 dimensions of time so in a way time is irrelevant.

The alien believes that the realm that the elves dwell in might possibly be 6th density time/space and that they are guardians to the gateway to intelligent infinity (7th density) where the veil is fully lifted. The alien belives that there are infinite states of consciousness/frequency that exist beyond the gateway or crown chakra, and that this is what drugs do is allow these frequencies to flow through the gateway of the crown chakra so that they are visible to the 3rd eye and or other energy centers.

Great job in articulating your experience.


wow!! The space-time / time-space thing mentioned by david wilcock.. I haven't posted this before but after my trip I watched the 2012 enigma and the graphic that shows the flipping of space-time was so precise to the feeling that I had behind me while up in the 'ether'. It was like a vortex behind me, a flip side of space-time, that's when I realised where I had went just FELT like it had no time, but it was only because space-time had flipped to time-space.

Yeah your alien is spot on, I can't believe someone else sees things the same way, I definitely encoutered the guardians of the gateway, the veil... and now I'm starting to remember exactly the whole process and reason behind it all.

What you say about remembering things once you journey again is also very true for me, I posted my 2nd trip and forgot to mention that as soon as I came out of it, I realised it had HAPPENED BEFORE, either in the last trip (which I find hard to place) or in some other part of my soul's journey. Which ever, it definitely was not the first time it had happened to me.

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#31 Posted : 11/26/2009 5:49:44 AM

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This is one amazing report pinklight! It touched me deeply and reminded me of some of the themes present in these experiences, thank you for taking your time to write and share this amazing text =)
 
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#32 Posted : 11/26/2009 1:13:14 PM

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This is a great report, I have been thinking about it a lot over the last day or so. It is a very good explination of hyperspace.
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#33 Posted : 6/5/2013 1:51:34 PM

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Hello pinklight,

I just wanted to say that I read your entire trip report! Over an hour? Super intense! Wow, thanks so much for sharing.
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#34 Posted : 9/8/2013 1:29:07 AM

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That’s what they were there for, like some sort of guardians of the gateway, they were glowing beings like people but who flew at you on beams of light, with glowing crowns on their heads....

[From my own natural DMT in dreams]...Ive experianced these glowing beings of light in some of my pre lucid.. and lucid dreams...!
They saved me several times ..one time these ..[energy beings].. pulled me aboard a raft made of pure energy.. as the earth was moving like molten lava and i was going under quickly ..in the nick of time i was saved.!
They took me to the top of a huge mansion and explained who they were to me and said now you are an energy being like us..
Dreams and DMT experiances are very similar...
 
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#35 Posted : 7/15/2014 3:04:55 AM

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This is easily the best trip report that I have ever read. ever. amazing job! bumping so new members can also enjoy Smile
 
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#36 Posted : 7/15/2014 8:13:29 AM

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glad you bumped this. Great read. recommended Smile

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#37 Posted : 7/15/2014 9:12:30 AM

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Wow what an epic report!! Thanks for putting this out there.
Since I started working with spice I've noticed that my being resonates with a truth when I hear it, I might not have previous knowledge about the truth but when I hear a truth it resonates to the core of my being.

You report Resonates with me in the sense that I can feel a aerie familiarity with what you posted. Almost like I know this same truth but not have any recollection about it.

Once again thanks for the report and the Bumb!!

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#38 Posted : 7/15/2014 12:11:30 PM

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Excellent report of being behind the veil. At a superposition.
My friend and I would often joke to each other asking earthly enquiries such as 'we should consult the 'realms of possibility.' about going for a beer.'
You get the impression some others manifested conciousness as stars and asteroids and comets and of course plants and some actually as those Oracles, you are the same as them and they you but they reside in the 4th dimension each time you go back to them you have always been there and you take them the gift of that unique perspective from the human angle.

Im interested to know if pinklight ever tried harmalas too.
Let us know if you did pinklight!



 
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#39 Posted : 7/15/2014 2:02:55 PM
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The first thing you remember is that you don’t remember anything. All I knew was a feeling of being in a dark nothingness, and I kept being pulled back down the road, to the street where I was born, but at the time I didn’t know where it was, or where I was I just somehow felt a small familiarity here. I didn’t know what had happened before this point, in-between, sideways, up, down or anywhere. I didn’t even know who I was, or why I was here. I kept saying but I don’t know where I am, I don’t remember what I was doing, how can I get past this, they were turning my head to the side to look at this guy sitting next to me, I saw the face and still I said, but I don’t know who he is. They danced me back to the nothingness then tried again, turned my head again to show me a small glimpse of the room I was in, you remember they kept saying, look again. They showed me the guy again, yes I remember I know him, but why, and how, and why am I here with him right now? They turned my head again to look down at the pipe, see, see, look, look. Look at it all, you remember now, and then I did, I remembered it was my friend sitting next to me and I’d got to this point by smoking the pipe and that was what I had planned.

In this instant I looked at my friend and green hexadecimal shapes were vibrating in front of everything. I kept pulling myself back to where I was born and saying woah, this is too trippy but quickly they pulled me back to the room again and seemed to realise I was finding the whole thing nuts. They all worked together to help me, pulled me in again, pointed my senses to the music, follow what you know first and it will come, you’ll see, you’ll remember, you remember. Their voices danced away from me into the shapes and waves, bouncing in-between the shapes of the music. Yeah, but does it have to be so trippy, I said to them. Yes, because this is the way, this is the way you‘re coming. They kept pulling me towards them, saying follow what you know. I didn’t realise at the time but Justice Phantom II, boys noize remix was playing, one of my favourite songs. So I latched onto the vibrations of the music, the ones that were visual, this is what I had to follow, the 4D projection that was dancing higher up into the corner of the ceiling, but as I focused too much, reality got in the way, I could see the wall and the piano and it was stopping me latching onto this thing that they were telling me about, I still didn’t know what I was trying to get to, I just kept following their words, I said to them wait, can you show it to me clearer, no it’s not clear enough, show me again but each time they did I still couldn’t see it. They kept beckoning me upwards, on the wave of the music. Then things started to pull and stretch and it became impossible to try and contain it all to the point I had to pass through to get to the fourth dimension. Then they said, so you know now where you’re going, you’ve realised where you’re going, the fourth dimension, so now you can come, now it will work, hypnotic voices in my head, always vibrating out to me in the green hexadecimal shapes, I laughed and my voice turned into the same green shapes and stepped out before me, following the beats of the music, leading me up to where they were telling me to go.

At this point probably 60 seconds had passed since I smoked the pipe.

I started to realise that’s where they were, in this place past reality that I now knew I could get to. I took control of the situation and told them all to help me, right you pull this part of that dimension, while I contain these parts, whilst also folding these bits… I had to focus hard and it kept slipping back but I quickly got it together again, then once it all came together and stayed, the music became louder, more fluent, pulling me towards it with the pulling vibrations. Travel on the song if its what you know, they kept saying, so I did, and towards the very point of reaching the fourth dimension, they actually appeared slightly out of the ceiling, from their dimension into mine to physically pull me out of it, They looked like matrix beings shaped by the same green hexadecimal shapes that seemed to be vibrating in time everywhere, their voices sounded like the song that was playing, and sometimes the speed of their words skipped over time, like time did not exist for them and time was being stretched upwards, towards them. I was getting to the point I needed to, all they kept saying was its okay, but you remember, but you remember, but you remember, this is the way, it‘s all okay.

Then quicker than light they pulled me right out, like I was being shot out of the matrix, there was no music, no time, no room, I was suddenly in the ether, the void, the whole place in-between and outside everything at once, the place you come from and the place you go to at the very beginning and end of life. The ones who had been helping me get there now glowed pale white and came towards me on beams of lights and they said to me immediately, so you see, you remember now, this is all it is, this is where you were coming. Now you see, now you see. And somehow I knew they were right, I’d been here before, at the beginning and end of everything. They were flying up to me, every time I asked a question in my head, but what about … but what about… before I even had a chance to finish the thought in my head, they would show me the answer, they flicked their hand and turned my face to look into a small ball of swirling matter, when I glanced, I saw for a fleeting moment the answer to any question I had started to ask, and every time they would say, but you knew that already, but you remember, but you know that, see, see, see, sometimes they would dance, back on the green hexadecimal vibrations to show me it was happy and safe. So you see, the way you came in, this is what this is about, this is what people see when they come here and this is all it is. No fear ever crossed my mind, just wonder, just curiosity, just kept saying but yeah what about this though, what about that, what about the space time continuum, and they would show me in a second, but you just crush the time and stretch the space and add the senses and look, look, look, they sang and danced again as I started to understand each little bit more.

They gave it to me in bits at my pace, they knew how much to give, how much to show, they knew that I was getting there, always kept answering my questions with the fleeting swirling ball that they would flick in front of you and always they would sing after it, but you already knew that, you knew that, now do you remember, so now do you remember? It was like a song, like everything was happening at the right time, at the right pace, at the right rate, I got it all, and they said so you have no more questions to ask, because you see it all, now you remember, you understand again. But I still had a question - but why don’t we all get to see this all the time? Because they said, and showed me how when the space and time is crushed into our reality, this thought can’t happen there, they showed me how everything has to be at a point for our reality to exist, and that it is really our self in the ether, the one that dreams, our consciousness that creates it all, this is what creates your reality, this is you, your own creator, you are here, always, you always have been and always will be, this is how it is all safe and good, this is how you do it, they showed me how and it was like my reality that I’d left behind was a picture being projected from me, myself, in this dimension. I said to myself, just like a hologram, and they danced again, yes, yes, but you knew that already. Yes, cos I had read it in New Scientist about three months ago and even when I’d read it I knew that although I didn’t completely understand it that it was somehow still right. I was asking them things like yeah but why do I write creative stories and woosh they would show me a fleeting glimpse and I would go, oh yeah, each time cos I already knew.

Then I asked them about personal questions about people, about love, about hurt, about them and me, what did it mean, but they crushed it quickly, no, you remember, that doesn’t work here, those thoughts can’t manifest here, it’s emotions and they don’t work here, that’s not what this is for, they exist in the hologram but they can’t be thought here. And as soon as they said it I remembered again that they were right. It wasn’t void of emotions in a bad way, only that they were a different thing that belonged in the hologram, the old reality, that is where the strong emotions I was trying to project have to stay. They simply don’t work in the fourth dimension. That is why, they pointed to the whole world, from beginning to end in one swift movement I saw it all evolve along with the power of emotion as a projection from our inner beings. That is why, they said, the why for everything, it all links in to the whys of the world, why war, why money, why pain, why love - emotion, it is created there but not here in the fourth dimension, that is the result if you like for that particular squashing of the time and space and the senses, and that’s the why for all your emotion questions, think about them when you go back, they told me, you cant take them into this dimension to think about, it just doesn’t work, just like you cant take things out of this one, they just cant be thought in your old reality. Its all your creation, it’s all your choice, it’s all your projection, it’s where you take yourself... But remember… you knew that already.

I was laughing because of the amount of times they had said this to me, and still it was just beginning to sink in. I said to them, what ever I ask you here, you’re gonna show me but as soon as you do, I will realise that I knew it anyway, I had just forgotten, so there is no point in asking any more. (But I still asked what the other dimensions looked like, just out of interest) They quickly showed me, look, its just this and this and this, they pulled the space out, they crushed the time in then made it linear, they pulled the senses apart and together, the senses that were created when the space-time were at the right point, they showed me the projection and where that would go, reality, life as we see it out of this fourth dimension, and this is all it is, look, they showed me the other dimensions, tiny dimensions, ones that were so miniscule we zoomed in and in on them until they became clear. They showed me that it was nothing difficult to understand, that it was all just layers and different ways of doing them, and this is the layer you are doing just now, my reality was just this part of the everything that always happened, that after it, here I would come again, they quickly showed me beams of light that I felt I could choose to go to. They had different paths and choices and places down them but right now I was not going near them, this was for after, this is where you will come to choose where to go next, when your current reality ends, when your hologram world stops. But why don’t we get to know this, think how beautiful it would be for everyone, But no, they quickly showed me, but you know why, look, and I saw the reasons why it couldn’t be, it just wouldn’t work, the dimensions have to be this way, the hologram has to work that way, this is the way it was and always has and continues to be. And some people’s reality have become too real, it’s too dangerous for them to know.

Now you remember
, they kept saying again, and finally I said yeah, now I know, now I know everything, and they danced again, and we both knew it was near the end, so you see, you’ve done it, they reassured me as they prepared me to go back into my old reality, they turned me towards a tiny window, inside which all the space-time was focused, the tiny window of my old reality that they were now guiding me back to. This is all it was about, that’s it now, you’ve done it, you’ve saw it, you’ve came and this is the only reason you came here, to find out, to be shown, in your own way, what this all means. They started to dance me back to my reality and I saw small flickers of the living room, and I knew they were letting me go back to it cos it was time, this was over cos I had achieved what I came to do.

But I held onto it. I said but wait what did you tell me at the very beginning, and what was the space time continuum again, and how exactly did this work again, it was like as I was falling back in to old reality I was letting slip this fourth dimension. But you know, they kept saying, more softly now, its all okay, but you know you can’t carry all the knowledge back, it doesn’t work remember, some things can only be understood in this fourth dimension, some things will slip out your memory cos you know it cant exist in the dimension that you’re going back to, the hologram, the thought, the creation of your being, the creation of your mind, being, soul, your everything. They kept putting me back in gently even though I wanted to remember as much as I could, they gently took the small things back that couldn’t exist in the old reality but left me with the knowledge I had understood them and always will but cannot describe them fully back in my old reality, not even in my mind, especially if I think too hard about it. But if I let it go and flow back to the fourth dimension, I feel that small glimpse again, I don’t see the answer but I feel it, in my whole being and the answer is - you already know the answer. When I started to feel the reality of the room more and started to leave the fourth dimension altogether I felt sick and told them oh yuk I don’t like this part, you never said this would happen, I mean you told me the answers to the universe but you never told me about this part! But they just made me look at the empty bottle of Bucky then made me feel the sickness again and made me see it was because I drank the Bucky, well what did you expect, they seemed to be telling me. I still didn’t like it so they showed me quickly all that it was, look its just your physical self trying to reattach to your thought projection, your senses trying to find their way back together, I mean come on your squashing space and time back together here and its gonna feel a little weird. Of course I knew exactly what they were talking about (cos I was now all knowing in that area) so once I understood it, the sicky effect started to fade. They told me to follow what I knew again and danced me back in on the music which was now on My Moon, My Man, boys noize remix.
I had a play list playing so I now know that only about 12 minutes had passed but at that moment, time was still skewed so I couldn‘t really tell. They showed me how to latch onto the music again, the same way I had done when I was coming in. And so I listened to the music and lay for a long time half in the fourth dimension and half in the reality, aware that they were still taking care of me. I was still able to hold the time, and make the song stop while thinking in my head for long minutes before the next beat of the song came in again. You have to let time fall back to where it should be, they said. But I like being able to do this, I told them, even though I knew I couldn’t possibly exist properly in this reality if I was constantly bending time. Look, they said and suddenly I could hear my friend breathing, I hadn‘t even been aware that he was still there, he is worried about you, stop getting lost in the space time continuum, stop playing about with it, you know it’s time to go back. I knew that most people who take DMT last no more than 20 minutes but I had been out of it for nearly an hour so understandably my friend was worrying, but I was fully able to come back into the room, I just didn’t want to stop playing with the space-time continuum just yet. I was in my element, being able to stop time and send my mind back to their dimension to daydream for as long as I wanted about everything they‘d just showed me, then pull my mind back into the room and start up time again. But once they’d made me realise my friend would worry if I lay there all night bending time, I agreed with them it was time to come back.

Gently they kept pushing me further back into the old reality, until it got to a point where I was aware of being more in the old reality than I was in their fourth dimension and that’s when they finally let go, once they knew I was safely back in the room, along with a slight tinge of sadness at leaving them behind. I heard my friend speak and the sound of a voice made the reality stronger so I just focused on the textures, smells, sounds, and sights bit by bit until I could put them all back together again, it took longer than I had been told it would take, but probably because I had clouded my head with alcohol. I laughed about the fact they had kept telling me you remember, you remember it all, see you already knew that, as if you were going to be told something you didn’t already know, it was the ultimate non mystery but in the same sense the ultimate mystery. It was everything and nothing, it was knowing and not knowing, remembering and forgetting, forgetting and remembering. Everything, here it is, here it always is, and always will be, here is life, this part of it anyway.

That’s what they were there for, like some sort of guardians of the gateway, they were glowing beings like people but who flew at you on beams of light, with glowing crowns on their heads. They showed me everything, they were the ones who had guided me in and gently guided me back out, they were only there to do this, they knew I was coming in, they knew when I would be going out, they knew how to help me, they knew what to say to me, they knew exactly who I was, had been, and would still be. After about an hour of nonsense ramblings to my friend I tried to make sense of it all again, in the squashed time-space dimension and knew it was hard, basically impossible but still, I remembered what they’d said about only being able to know some things in that fourth dimension, accepting that again, remembering everything again, learning it all again, laughing and laughing because I had already knew it all, just like they had told me, you remember you have done all this before, you’ve came in before, you’ve gone out, your being will never forget, as soon as you see it all again, you remember, now go back, take it with you, hold it close, because not many know, not many can see, because that’s just the way it is. But you knew that already…




Wow! Great recall of a great experience. That part where you were being guided to sit in a chair and where they tilted your head to the side to see a humanoid being sitting in the chair next to you....

That is so FREAKISHLY similair to what I experienced in one of my last DMT experiences:
I too was walked towards a throne; A throne composed of 4 chairs facing each of the 4 directions of the wind with their backs against one another: like a cross.

As "they" seeted me in one of these thrones, I was instructed to look over my right shoulder, but VERY carefully and humbly. When I did I saw a female humanoid in the chair/throne to my right. She was awesomely powerfull and divine. Like a mohergoddess.
She was "THE" mothergoddess and realising I was seeted next to her and allowed to look her in the eyes was so stunning it literally took my breath away.


If that was your first DMT experience, don't feel bad: That is amazingly deep and revealing.
Alot of new DMT smoalkers get nothing or just confusing images seemingly without meaning.
You got a whole lot. And if you continue travelling to the DMT realm and work on the problems you encountered before, each DMT trip you will get deeper and deeper.

I'm sure you will get "there" where they wanted you to go in good time.
Keep working on a clear and calm mind and questions will be answered.
In turn giving rise to new questions. But you will defenitely get there and beyond.
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That’s what they were there for, like some sort of guardians of the gateway, they were glowing beings like people but who flew at you on beams of light, with glowing crowns on their heads. They showed me everything, they were the ones who had guided me in and gently guided me back out, they were only there to do this, they knew I was coming in, they knew when I would be going out, they knew how to help me, they knew what to say to me, they knew exactly who I was, had been, and would still be...


Ive met and was saved by those ..[beings of light that you speak of].. long before i ever tryed DMT..
I met these beings of light once in a very long pre lucid dream ..

This was durring my 7 years of dream study i was part of a lucid dream forum then ..

As in this dream i remember a tall 5 story building that i rented an apt in..and it was on the [top floor or attic] of the house...
There were [DCs]..[dream carectors]..lounging outside on a green lawn and I was climbing a stairway going to the top floor to look at the apartment..
When I was only half way up the stairs the building and greound around it started to shake like an earth quake..
I quickly raced back to the ground confused...
The shaking ground got worse under my feey as i started to see the earth moving slowly like lava from a volcano!
I started to run from the house because everything was comming apart and when i got to the edge of a wooded area near the house the ground below my feet started to swallow me up!
This dream was awesomly vivid and [close to lucid dream in visual quality].. but i was still non lucid in this dream. and the awesome realness around me caused fear..
I was sinking in this moving earth and it got just below my chin..and sudenly next to me apeared a raft maid of pure glowing energy and on the raft were these beings of light...
They apeared to b e made of the same energy the raft was made of!
One of then reached out his glowing hand to me as i was almost swallowed out by the earth..they pulled me abord the raft!
The beings took me back to the tall building and we climbed together to the top attic room and it was now night time with a glowing star filled sky above..
One being took my hand and led me to the rooms balcony and said you are now light beings as we are..step off the 5 th floor balcony .. you have nothing to fear..
At first still [still non lucid in dream.. I was too afraid to step off the balcony for fear of being killed]..
Then another being took my hand and my fear disapeared. and i steped off the balcony feeling like free falling leaf ..i fell downward several feet.. only to sudenly levetate in mid air under the star filled sky..
I knew then i was safe ane i and the other beings flew happily like fireflys the rest of the early morning ..
These beings are our protectors and they do exist...

 
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