Last night I had the most weird and intense DMT trip ever.
The weird thing is, is that it was so unlike DMT at all. Was more like a ( even more ) terrifying Salvia trip.
I have enhanced leaf, using mullien (about 1:1 ratio. I loaded up 80mg ( im working my way up from 40mg with this batch of enhanced leaf) I have been taking two hits to clear the bowl.
I sit back and relax, try to slow my heart and feel at peace, ( although anxiety exixts I still try to reassure my self)
I start to take the first hit on my converted VG. see here as soon as I see the vapour, I slowly move the heat away, and inhale the first hit all the way.
This is where it got weird. I am holding my breath and can feel the effects immediately, but everything starts to go fuzzy, and AMAZINGLY loud hum and or buzz started to fill my head. It was so loud I thought my head was going to explode. lol. Then all hell broke loose. It was like nothing I have witnessed before on DMT, I have had a few chaotic trips before, but I found out that was cause my vape technique. This was different kind of chaotic. It was almost like a Salvia trip. ( done salvia loads of times) salvia just makes me feel like I am a player in some kind of life game. so once I discovered DMT, salvia was all in the past for me.
Also, it was so strong this trip, normally I don't feel the effects until I am on the 2nd pull from my VG. but this happened so fast after the first toke.

It was so UNLIKE any DMT trip. no colours at all. it was terrifying. I was still in my body and my mind kind of remembered I had taken DMT, but vaguely, I honestly thought I had gone mad. nothing was clear. my eyes were open and I managed to sit back on my sofa and pull my legs into my chest. ( like a baby position) I was shaking. I try and focus as closing my eyes felt impossible, I must have looked absolutely terrified, my eyes were wide open in fear. really hard to explain the chaotic scene I was seeing, I could see some items in my room, like I saw my mobile phone on the sofa next to me, but it was if my vision was in some kind of telescopic view, everything seemed to jump forward and back in my vision, got larger and smaller, all at the same time. really weird.



It felt like an age to pass and my room to appear clear again.

Once back in my room, the visuals were completely gone ( normally after DMT I sit and stare at my clear white wall to watch the colourful pattern like waves ) these didn't happen at all.

Just had to share this, not sure why it happened. After, I came out with some kind of lesson, I felt I was told somehow, " don't dis respect the spice" although I don't feel like I do ever dis respect it. This is what I only feel from the experience.

The strange thing is, after the trip, although absolutely terrifying, I reflected on my life and have thought of a few things that I could improve on, quality wise. whether in spite of or because of the trip I'm not sure.

Anyway, had to share.

Thanks for reading

Peace