SO I tried DMT for the first time of my life. I've heard about it before and been wishing to experience it. I finally had a chance.
I had 3 trips on one day. I had 30 min interval between 1st and 2nd one, and 1hour between 2nd and 3rd one.
My friend strongly suggested that I take 3 deep puffs for each trip.
1st Trip: I didn't know what to expect. After 1st puff, things started look strange. After 2nd one, it felt like mind was leaving my body and everything seemed to be getting broken down or smaller. After 3 puffs, I immediately got sucked into this intense, superfast hyperspace travel. It felt like that I was going into my DNA and also going through space. I was seeing these crazy fractal patterns.
At the end, I arrived somewhere and felt presence of lights. I felt like i was getting some sort of messeges. A bit later, everything was getting dark and I could tell that I was coming back to reality.
Everything was too fast to remember even though i felt like i traveld somwhere insanely far.
2nd Trip: I did my 3 puffs, then I went into hyperspace travel. For some reason, I felt discomfort and panic a little bit this time and was regretting that I was doing this. All the visuals were breaking down and maybe i was holding onto my ego too much. Soon after, with my exhale, I realized that it's way more comfortable to let go of whatever i was holding onto. When I arrived there, I see this golden light again and realized that light was from this goddess. She was welcoming me in such a warm manner.
I said "Oh~~ You have been here wit me all this time". I felt tremendous love from her.
She had golden lights and long clothes flying behind her. I might have seen two other ladies behind her. One time, her face looked like the face of Buddha or from one of those buddhist art.
I was really humble. She was giving me answers and I kept saying " Oh~!! That's it". I can't remember what my question was or what her answer was. Only thing i can recall is that was something to do with humankind. something to do with love...?
Whenever I aknowledge something, I saw this blue light turned on from this cubic.
A bit after, everything turned very dark and three heads of aliens appeared on right upper side. Tehy seemed to be unhappy about something. They were pointing and staring at my right side. I couldn't see what it was because i didn't know how to turn my head in that world...haha.
I wasn't scared. I was curious about their intention.
then, everything was getting dark and I was saying 'goodbye and see you later' to that world.
3rd Trip: My 3rd trip was bliss. After 3 puffs, during hyperspace travel, I saw all these colorful and beautiful patterns that i coudln't see in my previous trip. As an artist, I was so amazed and appreciated such abundant colors and crisp images. When I arrived, I had that moment with goddess again. She was giving me all these knowledges and i kept saying in humble manner " ah~~~ that's it" with blue light getting turned on.
then, I notice that I was at this hugh colorful Festival.
There were so many colors and patterns. I can't remeber well but there were other beings celebrating together. I felt like i was invited to this party and they were all welcoming me. Then, I noticed that this Jester girl appeared rigt in front of me. She was very playful. She was jumping side it side, doing cartwheel and was entertaining me whole time. I was really thankful to that jester girl and everybody there for inviting and welcoming me to such an unforgettable party.
then..things were getting fade off and a jester waved at me. I said " Goodbye and see you soon"
When I came back and open my eyes, things still look wierd. I looked at the ceiling which looked layered and flowing. Through layers of ceiling I could see a blue sky. Soon after visuals came back to normal.
so....yeh~!!
That was most beautiful and amazing experience in my entire life.
The realization of that goddess'existence and that feeling of being loved can't be described with words.
Thank you for reading my first experience.
Peace and Love for all of us.