I prepared and drank 3g of rue tea and waited 1 hour and smoked 10x caapi changa. I had no idea what to expect and i even thought i did something wrong in the tea prep because i thought i would feel the rue a little before i smoked. I took 2 hits from my pipe and it was a typical changa lift off which made me think the tea was ineffective since everything i read talked about the process being slowed down....i had no idea. I kicked in quick and then the complexity of the spice slowed down. Initially i had a few different entities examing me, poking me(which i could feel), then the layers started peeling back. Space folded in then out as i was transported to some room where i felt like an insecure kid, a feeling i remeber having at times as a child. Space would fold again and i would transport to another room where this ancient lady was working over and i could suddenly think crystal clear. I was amazed at how clearly i could think with all this chaos going on. I was shown how my brain and my thoughts operate and how that affects my behavior(temper, patience, understanding, etc.) I got stuck in a loop of thinking "i care" over and over until i heard her say softly yet firmly "theres is no care, only love" And that made sense, there is just love. everything else is just thought that society has put in my head to make me think i care about things i think are important, if you love everything, what else is there? As quickly as i thought that she dissappeared and said my work is done and the next set of visions kicked in. I cant remember what i was seeing but i remember thinking about writing a trip report for some reason and then i realized my own thoughts get in the way of my personal enlightenment and freedom and i need to slow my life down(less tv and internet and more exercise, reading, and work around my house). I transported a couple of more times on my way out, but it's cloudy because i was in and out of the trip. it was about 20-30 minutes of heavy CEVs and another 20-30 minutes of aflerglow/reflection. This was my first changa experience that i didn't feel the overwhelming love that she gives...it actually felt a little sinister at times(maybe the rue), but never scary if that makes sense. sorry if this report doesnt make sense, i'm still a little loopy. i'll add more as it comes to me