At 4 am this morning, I began constructing a new DMT pipe. It was basically my last one (corn cob pipe with chore boy ball inside) but the mouth piece was attached to the back of a smart water bottle and taped up good to seal it. All I did was take off the cap, hold the lighter over the bowl, and breath in. I knew right away that I was doing something wrong before and right this time because there was such a solid wall of milky white vapor pouring through that bottle I could barely believe it. Once I filled my lungs to capacity, I held it in for about 15 seconds.
I immediately felt a pressure in my head. After a second or two, the pressure released and my room suddenly felt...different. There weren't visuals yet, but I began hearing strange tones and ringing. I knew I didn't have long to take another hit so I got right on it. Once again, I pulled a massive hit of dense vapor. I can't remember if I dropped the pipe contraption or set it down but it seems that as soon as I blew out the second hit, it began.
The room faded around me into blackness, and was quickly replaced with an intense array of warm, happy colors. Yellow, red, green, purple, orange, pink, all moving and swirling at a rapid pace from a central point. At this point I had no idea that I was tripping at all. For some reason, I felt a massive sense of "i've been here before". I haven't had a breakthrough before, but the familiarity was very strong. At the center of the colors, a head appeared, which was constructed of similarly crazy colors. I instantly recognized it as myself. At that moment I realized that I was in my own mind, however I was still unaware of the fact that I was tripping.
As I explored my mind, I could feel my presence changing it. The unbelievable euphoria and feelings of love permeated deep into my brain. I have never felt such a strong feeling of happiness, tranquility, and love. When i came back to reality, it took me a while to realize what had happened. I looked at the clock to see that 7 minutes had gone by. When I realized that I had had a breakthrough, I was filled with joy. I tried as hard as I could to remember details of the trip, but it was (and is) difficult. I know I'm leaving a lot out, but I just can't remember it. My room continued to morph around for another 8 or so minutes and I just sat thinking about how happy I was with the experience.
Its been two hours since the first hit, and all that is left is that feeling of happiness and love. For all of my life, I have been so cynical and...well, dickish. I have never appreciated being positive and jovial as much as I do now, and I really hope it lasts. My experience was so much different from what "DMT: The Spirit Molecule" or "Enter the Void" made me expect. What I experienced was so much more personal, and chaotically colorful.
Oh, I forgot to mention. I put about 100 mg's in the pipe (didn't realize this until I weighed the rest of it later). I don't know how much I used, but I'm assuming there's quite a bit left. I'm very happy with the performance of the pipe thing I made. Especially because I can't burn myself with it.
Edit: While reading over what I wrote, I remembered a big part of the trip that I had forgotten. While I was staring at my own consciousness, I talked to it. It talked back as well, and we talked about my personality and life experiences. I don't remember the details, but that was what was going on while I explored my mind. I just talked to...me...about me.