First of all how are you all doing?? I've been frequenting this board for information for a while and have decided to join now as i had my first full journey Christmas day and i want, well
need, to understand it a little more clearly by writing it down and as i know there are some very experienced travellers on here, thought that maybe i could get some words of wisdom as to exactly what i experienced. It was only me and my girlfriend that went in and to be fair it was the single most magical experience of my life and i've been dabbling with other psychedelics for around 20 years now. Profound isn't the word, i don't think any words can really describe what i experienced which i know is a common report for this realm.
I went in on 60mg and after inhaling/exhaling i found myself in a place where i saw angelic winged type beings blossoming out of nowhere in fantastic mutlicolour but of such intensity that i doubt they could every be recreated here in the now. They were bubbling up out of the nothing to drift across my front and they were trying to communicate i'm sure but i don't remember what it was they were conveying. I felt like i was constantly dissolving and slowly floating backwards too. There were jester type characters to the side of me that felt quite tempting but i didn't see them clear enough or long enough to really get what their purpose was. All this was suddenly thrown into the wind as my eyes were kind of made to open by either my subconscious or the beings there and i opened my eyes to see my girlfriend lying back on the mattress with her head on the sofa (we have a mattress in the living room that we pull out for comfy times in case you're wondering why a mattress and sofa
Now this is the weirdest part of it all. I looked at my girlfriend and she also opened her eyes to look at me but when she raised her head, i saw a multitude of her all of a different hue and very much like the clichéd lsd effect you get in films but hyper-vivid. I was very much still in this other realm but also in the now but the whole room looked veeeerry different. My girlfriend looked as beauty should, she had deep blue fractal whirlpools in her eyes, across her eyeballs were lighter blue strips of light that looked like they were revolving around the whole eyeball, her hair was predominantly green, orange and blue but also had some purple flowing through and all these colours were running down her hair like a deep sea creatures neons. Her fractal logo was so prominent i touched it on her face and it kind of bent with my touch. She also had what i can only describe as translucent green holo-masks sweeping across her face like faces of lives past she had lived.
We both felt a sense of overwhelming love and euphoria as is a common experience but we put our heads together and closed our eyes and i saw on the blackest of black backgrounds, 2 flat spinning discs of what looked like a spiral galaxy, spinning slowly and with 2 tails of this liquid vapour type matter coming off and forming in the middle to create a large spiralling column that went down to infinity. I saw this as our energies combining and it was especially beautiful to see and feel.
We both then decided to try and get up and manoeuvre in this place so we got up slowly and i had a weightless, infinite energy feel to me. It felt like i could jump and keep going up. She is an artist and does very psychedelic art that she calls vibrational art and that was literally alive with motion and had fractals flowing with all the lines on it, very cool
The effects started to fade after about another 10 minutes after this sight which i thought was rather a lengthy excursion but maybe that depends on the dose taken. Afterwards, we both just fell onto the mattress and started laughing with joy as it was the most intensely personal and connecting experience we had ever encountered. It certainly brought us closer inside and has shown me more than i could imagine.