I may have taken too much although it may have more to do with me having taken xanax earlier in the day.
I rarely remember much from a DMT trip while on xanax and usually try to avoid them but the xanax was seeming to only make things worse and I felt like I needed to break out of where I was at mentally and spiritually.
The xanax was part of the reason I sought out the spice. I've had anxiety issues b4 but xanax only seems to postpone or delay the problem. After taking xanax for a few days I was feeling off from using them and what made me feel like I needed the spice to clear my head out as I knew that I couldnt keep taking the xanax and needed a reset. Psychedelics seem to be the only way I am able level myself out at times.
There may have been more spice than usual on there although not a huge amount. I measured out .100mg and am sure I had a little less than that as I was going more for .050mgs. I normally take 2-3 hits w/ mullein and that is all still sub-breakthrough. Still haven't scraped up the courage to go all the way in yet
If I did go over there this time I didn't remember anything. I just remember siting up on the couch having tipped over to my left side. When I sat up it was like waking up from a nap but was a little confused as to what was going on as I was still tripping pretty good and was seeing things that weren't there. I had what looked like a huge flatscreen on my largest wall which is actually bare and the on the other wall was like a moving wall of blocky shapes all running from left to right. As I took this in I picked up the pipe which also got tipped over. It was extinguished as I had kept a piece of paper over the bowl while i held my hits to keep any magic from getting lost or starting any fires while traveling. The visuals and the pipe were enough to remind me what I had been doing and after thinking about standing up decided to lay my head back down. It was at this time that I saw a rainbow of transparent shapes arc over me and then descend upon me and take me back out for a few more mins and then when I came back from that all the effects were over instead of the usual 10-15 mins of afterglow I normally get from a journey.
I felt great for the next couple days but then after that my delayed hangover from the xanax or perhaps just exhaustion from a busy couple of weeks came back over me and left me kind of hobbled for that week.
Haven't felt the call to go again but feel that it will come again soon. Just telling myself that the spice is good medicine and meditating prior to take off has been very helpful in overcoming pre-flight jitters.