Please - He is afraid to try DMT ever again. Lately he's been smoking the stuff and then shortly after, an evil entity appears. This spirit takes the form of the face of a jester (black and white face paint, yellow eyes, tongue sticking out, black and red three-coned cap). It makes him unsure of where he's going and what's about to happen. In fact he remembers with perfect clarity that the last time he saw this jester (once before), his (not the jester's) tongue rolled out of his mouth and dripped off of his face (and he felt this with perfect sensation).

Things like this are what make him very frightened - deathly frightened. It makes his legs and arms and neck clench in fear.. It feels like DMT yanks him square out of reality and spits him into an evil happy funtime carnival of hell, complete with discorded loud noise and very "carnival-like" shapes and patterns and otherwise EXTREMELY foreign environments/tastes/noises/sights like none he has previously experienced - and of course the jester.

Part of why this happens to him (he feels) is in part because of the taste of the smoke. Indescribable, yet very memorable, and overall unpleasant. He might go so far as to say it tastes like evil, instead of Payless or new tires..

He does not want to be brought to the carnival anymore, but he wants the beauty of the breakthroughs...how can he overcome his conditioned response to the taste and bad feelings about DMT? He was absolutely blown away by his one and only breakthrough experience (which also had the jester - but being the first time meeting him, he did not know what to expect, unlike now), and wants to keep having amazing things like this happen. Minus the initial evil.

Basically what he's trying to say is that he's scared shitless of the DMT elf, and he's at the point where if it persist, he will refrain from using DMT indefinitely. Has anyone else come across this spirit or anything similar? Do you power through or did you try changing anything?

Know your intentions.

Know that DMT does not give you what YOU want.

DMT is not always a fun ride, and may or may not give you what you seek. There are infinite possibilities, and you sign up for those infinite possibilities when you decide to smoke it.

Oh and to overcome the taste (if you feel it's really giving you bad vibes) is to make some changa, or take it orally with a MAOI inhibitor. There are other routes of administration that don't require smoking.

It's interesting how the jesters can have different personalities and can also be female. It's also interesting how many people see them, seems like they are common beings in hyperspace.
Their appearance in my journeys are varying from dancing to some very intense presence, altough not evil.



The taste is I think pleasant and very smooth when vaporized at proper temperature with a proper pipe, especially with pure spice. GVG is my tool of choice

Every available opportunity Keep on pluggin' my friend But yeah, i agree, it hardly tastes of anything, let alone 'death' with this piece of kit... A sound investment if you ask me...

if i may ask a question? are you happy with who you are,the things you have done? do you help others and give of yourself? do you exercise? how do you treat your body.. im not judging please dont think this.. i hate your going through this.. wishing you the best<3 Oden

I don't mean this badly, but,just noticed your posting name " Cadaverhandjob" , have you considered you may have a deep seated predilection for the morbid? That would tend to manifest itself in your sub-conscious.
I've had spells like that myself, DMT would have really given me a real hard time if I'd of tried it during those periods of my life.

Peace