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motiv311
#1 Posted : 12/5/2011 4:47:32 PM
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I'm not going to go into too much detail about my trip; I will only say this. I made Changa using B. Caapi extract and Spice on a bed of Rooibos leaf, Eleuthero, Hibiscus flower, Gotu Kola leaf, Peppermint leaf, Ashwagandha Root, Stevia, Panax Ginsign and Blueberry dried. I also took 6 "000" sized caps, filled with the Forest Rx brand ayahuasca 4:1 extract about an hour before.

What I got was instant blast off, yet I was able to realize eventually to try and finish the HUGE bowl of ingredients I had loaded.. Pretty soon I was getting higher and higher, I kind of saw this "elf" like yoda entity engulfed in swiriling colors. It was a "he" and he kinda made a funny face at me like "peek-a-boo!" - Sort of fuckin' with me in a good way haha. I also saw a thai buddha kind of "blue" entity and he was seated with legs-crossed and a hand up.... he emitted waves of blue goodness and imparted a wish and hope for my future enlightenment.


Heres where it gets crazy, I took one more gigantic rip and then I was totally gone, BOOM, and I entered a place where I saw how existence itself is sorted and sort of "oscilating" or "flashing" .... with each flash, I was transformed into a different "version" of myself Co-existing with our reality... Then it seemed to phase to my "past" lives, and each of those entitys I had been. I felt each individuals pain and suffering during life, and it made me break down and sob with tears. I also remember a sense of urgency about the future or something. I needed to "CHANGE" something or "SORT"? something or realize it.... It was a shelf representing different realitys, but the VERY FIRST reality was a "Blank" cardboard box.... as if I needed to figure out why it was unlabeled and mysterious. I don't fully understand, but it felt urgent. I needed to learn it and remember it.


The finale came at the end, while I was breaking down with tears, feeling like I was getting out all these negative emotions I've been carying I was blessed. Even though I was done with the trip, All of the sudden one of the stars in the sky started to come down to me. This ACTUALLY happened, any sober person would have seen it. The star came towards me slowly, too slow to be a meteor, too fast to be an airplane. It went right over my house, down close enough for me to see, it was just a star that had come alive! A second star came right after from behind me and then passed over in the same manner, completely SILENT! I then broke down and cried again.

I have long known that we are all basically cosmic-star-children.... and my faith in that finally paid off.
 

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Sky Motion
#2 Posted : 12/5/2011 4:59:48 PM

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DoctorMantus
#3 Posted : 12/5/2011 5:02:51 PM

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Like Sky said WOW...Great read, sounds like some experience, thanks for sharing
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Psychonaut In Orbit
#4 Posted : 12/5/2011 11:12:43 PM

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Nice report my fellow psychonaut... stars... the universe... galaxies.. have been a familiar theme in alot of SWIM's tripping...SWIM feels that this common theme is something that connects all DMT partakers. SWIM likes how you said cosmic star children, we are made of the same things stars consist of.. SWIM believes this is no coincidence. Once we all leave this reality another one awaits... DMT prepares us for the other reality!

Enjoyed your trip report and SWIM felt a familiarity to it.
1% of reality is within our plane of existence. What we feel... what we see... what we hear... what we "think" we know... The other 99% percent of reality can only be shown to us through DMT. This 99% lies within the "Realm of the Unknowns". We can only experience FULL reality when we leave this vessel, our bodies. DMT gives us a taste of this full reality... the universal knowledge is given to us by the beings who call "hyperspace" their home. When in hyperspace there is no "self" but instead this self is replaced with pure and raw energy. ENERGY CAN NOT BE DESTROYED, ONLY TRANSFERRED OR TRANSFORMED! So when you have that "ego-death" during a breakthrough trip, don't fret, you are not being destroyed but yet..... YOU ARE BEING TRANSFORMED.


I LOVE YOU, RESPECT YOU AND I THANK YOU... Dimethyltryptamine ... for showing me the 99% of reality that I would never have experienced in everyday life.

*All posts under this moniker, Psychonaut In Orbit, is for entertainment and research purposes only. All events stated to have happened, or witnessed are all heresay and fictional*
 
rjb
#5 Posted : 12/6/2011 9:04:21 AM

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Many blessings to you, friend. Thank you for sharing this wonderful experience, it sounds like one you'll not forget soon, if ever.

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Shamasi Wiz
#6 Posted : 12/7/2011 8:10:32 AM

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Very cool. Sounds like quite the journey. I hope you discover what's inside that box, or find something awesome to fill it with. Smile Godspeed!
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