Just another trip report...
After I took the last hit, I looked down at my arms. I could see all the tiny vains in the skin, looked really freaky, and I had a 2cm layer of energy around my arms. I think it still will be a while before I dare to look in the mirror while I smoke
The room was waving and vibrating, and the art on my wall looked amazing.... I closed my eyes, and was in a room full of green and light blue neon squeres, with kind of like a thick layer of transparent glass upon them. It was a big man in the room, maybe like 20meters tall if he would be here.. He was one with the room, and the whole of him was made up of the same material as it.
Everything was happening really quick. He smiled cheeky at me, then he took his big hand at my forhead and pushed me really hard bakwards, and I could physically feel it!!!!
I was then flying very fast backwards, through a lot of mooving patterns, which I cant really descibe with human words.. I ended up in a space where it was trillions of different mooving and morphing very colourful patterns around me, they were twisting in every imbossible way, and it was just crazy to look at!
I was thinking to myself that hyperspace it not really anything that I pictured it to be (I have smoked about 20times now), but if this is how it is, then I just have to accept and appreciate that! After I had been thinking this, everything started to shake and it was this buidup-sound, and I got the feeling that if I would have had more dmt in me, I could have been shooten far out of the room, I got a glimpse of something weird tunnel like thing going outwards in the universe infront of me... But my trip was getting close to the end, I opened my eyes, and something told me to smoke more...(I have never done that before)
I smoked the last hit in my pipe, was a quite big hit left. Then my room went just craaaazy... It was shaking and morhping and colours were moiving everywhere really quick, I didnt even know where I was at times. I closed my eyes again, but there it just continued in the same room as I had been in. Shortly afterwards it was fading.. I opened my eyes, and felt the biggest wave of gratitude flush over me...!
I felt like it was the spirit of changa that showed me how I can and should be more grateful for things in my life. wow, it was so amazing.
I am so so so grateful that I have the chance to smoke dmt. Im so blessed. It helps me so much in my healing process, in ways my mind are not able to comprehend. It is such a powerful and fantastic medicine. I am grateful beyond words. Thank you thank you thank you, dear spirit of changa. With all my respect and love to you<3